uhhh, im so gonna regret this...

im taking chem honours.

seeing how much i keep getting stuck at chem worksheets, i dont really feel like its a wise choice. but then i keep getting pressured until i cant take it anymore, so yea i took it. what if my gpa screwed how? all cos i was too easily influenced.

i stupidly went to the hostel tour again, but quite fun za. went into the admin room first and they told us collect toilet paper there, which is like =.=. abit weird right, got one guy pass toilet paper to students. then i also just realised our school card can be topped up with money to use on printer and all that. seriously theres a chip inside? LOL.

as usual everyone was like wowing at the games room. the fusbal table there got like 10 skewers or something and ball wont get stuck that kind. then got air hockey and pool table. but we also barge ino alot of places with muggers inside. no one really playing there actually. more like relaxing, otherwise mugging. got one room we got full view inside cos nvr close door. basically looks messy, yet not very terrible. the bed is unmade and got some stuff on table, but not that bad. i can imagine worse.

anyway today played soccer again. was very hot but not bad. 05 team so strong nia, but then they gave us wong and we were like winning le. then yufong joined after that. everyone was like "woa, entropy too high alr" then all want to quit, but in the end played. huang was ghey tackler today, and jia min hacks keeping oso. only 1 goal, (the second one abit weird, not counted). anyway they shot like hell but all missed. i oso got 3 fails. huang was like "so short yet header over" or "so thin but shoot so wide" -.- . he made lots of retarded english jokes too.

after that table soccered awhile. zhe yuan is epic, and muru was like "what the shit?; what the hell u doing?; SHOOT LA!" and then zhe yuan keep trying hit the ball and miss and it roll through. then he start spinning the thing and alot of epic shit happened. broke down hell lots of times. seriously funny when zhe yuan striker sia.

thats abt it ba. woo i managed to post bout today. yea.

am i risking too much?

kay basically this is a homework post. Still left bio mindmap and English speech. I seriously can type 2 days worth of post instantly and its like 1.4k words, and then the speech I cant even be bothered to type 1 word. Ok that’s overexaggerating cos I copy paste the intro I wrote in that speech workshop very long ago, and the paragraph is almost 100% not the right way to start.

Anyway, finished Chinese zuowen last night, and its only 20 mark D: .  yea u dint see wrongly that was actually a sad face. Cos I realized how much I could write for the topic. It was the electric car one and I think I wrote quite well cos im actually passionate for the cause omg. If only I was like that for my English. Im actually considering ARPing it cos its like interesting and drawing me to it, I dunno why. Anyway, if I really do it, im definitely going to invite eric, but I bet he doing with zhiyang or something, and then Bradley, cos he knows about such stuff, and Jordan, cos he also not bad during the debate. Dunno Jordan want to do physics research though. And also maybe anyone else that might be interested, like I dunno, wong? I bet if I can get him the project will be like hackzor already. Yea I thinking of incorporating the physics we are learning now. Still not clear what to do yet though.

Oosh I shudnt think so far ahead sometimes. I kind of planned my future career to be related to physics, but what if one day I find out I dun like engineering? Then all my thinking crash and I wont know what to do. Seriously hoping that im not wrong about this, cos if I change my mind ill be screwed. Ok im going to doctor after this. And not that doctor, or Doctor.

P.S.  why is he a doctor anyway?

char Quay tiao (ok fail attempt to be lame)

Today was geog trip to Singapore River. It was much better than the URA one where u sit down there.  In fact, this made me feel like liking geog, which is uncharacteristic. Anyway, we all reached like 8:40 and after instead of 8:15. Turns out that no one cared bout the briefing LOL. Anyway, me, pin and hardik were all in the same train, probably in the same carriage cos we were all in the center, and hardik saw pin, but pin dint see the patel. Care to explain why? XD (actually this is more applicable to hema).

Basically, we were to count the types of buildings and human traffic for Boat Quay and Clarke Quay. It was darn weird cos I dint know Singapore got this kind of building, cos I never actually go and look properly at both places before. Dint know about the mushroom cooling thing in Clarke Quay also. That thing not say very shady though, but at least not so hot. Anyway, we went boat quay first, and I got the job of taking pictures of ugly places, like the dustbin, which jihyun sat she couldn’t stand its smell 2m away from the entrance. Seriously, it isn’t that terrible to use the word “unsightly”, and not that stinky also, cos got pickup truck come regularly I think.

Anyway, took some random decrepit stuff at boat quay too (see album if u want to, which means yes XD), and then a crow with bumboat bokeh (not pro la… ._.), and other random special things there. Rong keep demanding to take random ppl photos though, then I was like secretly deleting when she saw, then she ask me delete. So whats the point of taking the photos? LOL. Oh  yea, boon chong, me and pin talking about parkour, cos we watch niga higa, so basically I tried ninjaing, but im short, so it dint look impressive cos I was slow lolz.

Clarke Quay was more confortable, and seriously coolish. Even the workers and all that look decent, like fedex-ish instead of foreign workers kind of ppl. The stuff darn ex though. Oh yea and they use the scheme of increasing their shop space with glass area jutting out, which is quite cool. That kind of place actually best place to sit, instead of all the way indoors, or the hot outdoors. Clarke Quay suppose to make u feel the pinch on ur wallets, but we aren working, so we don’t feel those kind of feeling Singaporean adults think about Clarke Quay.

Anyway throughout the trip, my group stick around mad lim, and it makes it much more interesting cos she got a lot to say and u don’t get distracted by say, Jordan and hardik trying to rape each other. That was just a random example btw. And seriously, the stuff she wear and the way she walk made me forget she was pregnant until she said it. She got the priority seat in the MRT btw, and was saying she nvr thought one day she’ll be actually allowed to seat on the priority seat without guilt. Yea that’s what I call it. Guilt.

Lunching with wong, daryl and ryan was actually quite epic. Yea I know I ditched my class, but they were saying the same thing, and anyway, my class keep laming until I cant stand it. Me and lee bought this seoul chicken thigh he was talking about that was much thicker than the one in clementi and basically, so nice that we said food-gasm. Ok that was random.

Anyway we went to KFC, which was quite ok actually, cos snacker + that chicken thigh roughly same as normal meal in KFC, but obviously my combo more worth it. At first we were talking about insanely smart slackers (or sloths). Like wenjun is the only one left, cos Marcus and some other ppl left. Darn scary u know, cos he always sleep in class, so he gets 0 for the in-class assignmeny, and then one day someone force him to wake up and do the paper, and he got 100. The way wong say it was damn funny. Its like he got 0, 0, 0, 0, 100, 0, 0. That’s just shocking (btw it’s a lame joke by huang in mr yeos lesson)

After that, they were talking about how in their class, the rule is girls take history and guys take geog. Since yawen is tomboy-ish and jookee was some gey in that ne video, they kind of swapped roles XD. Then later talk about mr yeo, and he seriously spams the “box” for 05, like there was once he did it 5 times in one minute LOL. Anyway, they said leyi stared down mr yeo when he wanted her to go to the “box”, omgosh, like she got no sense of authority. That’s just scary. I mean the box isn’t like some serious punishment or whatever. Dint know leyi was like that. They said even huang was scared of her, because she poke him with a pencil until huang actually felt pain. ZOMG man, seriously. Actually, ryan was like talking about this and lee and wong explaining to me, then wong was like whispering “ryan likes weird women” XD.

Felt like some holiday outing, though its actually satruday, maybe cos I was eating with them. Ryan talks a lot but actually he is quite ok la. At least its stuff worth listening too. Anyway, I went hope and slept for 5 hours cos I ran out of things to do except homework cos my mum (purposely) did her work on my table with my laptop there. So im actually blogging this cos I cant sleep yet. I know, darn late right. Its actually 1:50 am now, offline on microsoft word, just that im converting it to 11:50 so the date wont change :P. hahas I know im a cheater.

falling asleep too early...

Friday was fun. It always is for me. I liked todays bio, cos we watch this very interesting video. Ok, I correct that. I prefer the front part of the video where it was about animals and not about the humans one because that was wrong. Bird videos are much better than human videos thankyouverymuch. Anyway, bird videos are freakin awesome, cos they are like so beautifully, intelligently cute. Their mating dance and moonwalk thing is like awesome. I want to be a bird :D, but then ill die easily and im afraid of heights. LOL.

After that we watched lady gaga parody, bad project, and the other one I cant remember the title, where the guy sings some love song. The first one was funny at first, but after that a bit boring le. Parodies are usually like that. The second one more funny though. Its like innocently sarcastic sometimes, and then some parts sound damn funny. Like the front part, “you’re the most beautiful girl in the … lab. In the whole wide lab”, and the sharing the pipette part. See? Researchers are so bored working in the lab 24/7 that they make this kind of videos. The experiment things are cool though.

Today we also got free food :D, cos it was the year 6 farewell party. Basically half of them were like saying the CCA is slack but fun in their farewell speech. Oo and I nvr knew that Roslyn join the cca to slack at first. She seems very pro to me lolz. After that we ate “buffet”, instead of the standard pizza. The food was not super tasty, but quite good nevertheless, and its free anyway. Somehow we all forgot to save Fiona some food o.o, maybe cos they delay the buffet so long. So I saved a green drink and a chocolate… but she was training, so I placed the green drink in front of her bag. But then after that she said everyone was wondering whether that was drinkable anot LOL. And I forgot to pass the chocolate until like after the futsal match. Oo and I took home the lunchbox. Ah I failz too much.

The futsal match was fun. Lee finally broke his cursed 0 goals for 1 month streak, and Loo finally broke his every match score 1 combo. We were winning u know, the underdogs, 3-0, then hema screwed up all of a sudden and it became 6-3. He got hit a lot, but seriously, lying on the floor pretending to be dead is definitely overreacting. Oh and pin scored 2, long time since he played already. The match was non-douchey, and u all prolly know what I mean alr, so I wont bother. Therefore it was quite fun.

Too tiredz le, so I slept without realizing the day. So contradictory to my Thursday post right…

woosh, here i go again

finally i think i got back my blogging spirit. suppose to blog yesterday about the subject specialization thing, and today was quite fun, but i think ill put that for later.

anyway, i think i decided: math and chem major, physics honors. looks slack rite? XD. i kind of feel that chem honors i shud be able to handle it, but after what yong jen said in the MRT today, i think ill stick to major. "why honor chem if u hate it now?" anyway he is right, what is significant is my CAP. i can handle chem but i hate it, like today's chem test make me realise how screwed up my chem is. organic chem shud be more interesting though, even though its supposely more work. remember when ms kong force us draw all the s, p and d orbitals. it was long work, but somehow it seems straightforward. i think ill prefer sticking to straitforward chem.

then there is bio and econs. as i said many times, i kind of love evo bio. to me it seems more logical than math proof and all that nonsense. its interesting too, like its a simple explanation to inheritance and all that. however, bio wont be useful to me. econs also. i kind of feel that when we all grow older, we'll naturally learn about the economics of this country. i think its the sort where everyone eventually experiences and learns about.

anyway, physics im quite sure about it. its quite interesting and rather in-depth, and i have all the time in the world due to my slack timetable so i shud be able to handle it. its kind of interesting actually. have u ever wondered how a telephone transmit ur voice, or how an air con manages to cool the room down? i can always check the internet right here right now and find out all about it. but i got this gut feeling that eventually i will learn about it, and then appreciate it. like the electric motor thing. keep changing direction of current and the fan will continue spinning its blades in one direction. maybe thats why stuff like that use alternate current (AC) electricity. i dint check that out btw. i just sort of theorised it.

i kind of go back to why i wanted to learn science in the first place. its the kind of interesting and entertaining and intriguing thing that people feel when they learn about how something works. something so common such as a telephone for example. we use it everyday, but only a few people know the mechanism behind it. i think the interest to know things is why most people want to be scientists in the first place. i admire ppl like mechanics and technicians. mechanics may not have recieved a very good education, yet somehow they know how to fix things. its kind of amazing how they fix cars, lamps, those kind of things most of us dont actually know how to do.

i kind of decided to keep things simple. one step at a time. i could probably start of as something simple, like electronics. maybe simple household electronics, quality checking and then maybe move on to more advanced electronics. lets face it, i dont think im going to be some bright scientist in the future who contributes very largely to society or something. of course i want to be, but i like things simple. that doesnt mean i got no dreams. i think i would feel a lot of achievement if lets say while working with electronics, i get the chance to make a simple innovative household electronic that would make things more convenient and all that, and then all the households think its good and decide to use it. something like vacuum cleaner. nowadays, almost everyone uses vacuum cleaner to clean their house. its simple, but the physics behind it seems interesting to me.

anyway, i just fixed my first light today :D. i know, i almost never do housework. its really simple, just replacing a part, but ive never actually dismantled that fluorescent circular tube thing and there were wires and all that. very simple de, but somehow i felt happy doing it. maybe if i work in electronics in the future, ill enjoy it very much. sounds like low pay, but im sure at the top is a high paying job and quite an important role, as in useful to common people and all that. somehow thats also contributing to society, making things more convenient.

anyway, im a rather slackerish person now. but thats ok, cos i think next year, i might enjoy what i study, instead of procrastinating in random stuff like geog that i dont ever feel like doing. i know id never get work done today, to be honest. chem prac i shud be able to complete today, then maybe math journal, but thats just a chance. maybe just slowly finish them up. the rest im screwed., but i can get help from 07 people. some subjects they are faster and all that. and they are more willing to help. that was what i was supposedly going to post today, about how i dont really belong in my class. i think many people might agree with that. ill save that for next time. anyway, homework is just work, and school isnt just about work.

tomorrow there is pizza party :DD. i mean, the seniors are leaving and all, and its kind of a waste seeing all the pro ppl, as in really good people, slowly leaving this sch and leaving us to lead the cca. i mean, i dont feel like we will be able to keep the cca good in photography. maybe we will learn on the way. somehow the juniors dont seem very serious in the cca, except maybe a few of them. but who knows? maybe someday we'll all be good and then pass it on to the juniors. hope the cca maintains good quality, cos i like media alot.

anyway time to just rip off chem prac and math journal from other ppl. on last note, its friday tmr! XD

no, seriously i shud stop stoning

wasting so much time thinking of some title to put and stoning at the page for quite long. anyway today nothing much la, physics we lagging behind but at least he was rather fast. math some retarded logic questions and what i dont get is why mr loo dont want to spam abit so that we're like 2 lessons faster or something. apparently he is lazy.

bio got a lot of retarded jokes, and seriously, i cant tolerate the lameness of the jokes... like really freakin lame. anyway, this kind of bio i like, and the probability isnt very hard anyway, like 1/2*1/4 at most. not going for the extra bio lesson o.o. i bet everyone did the e-learning thing but just go for fun. cant be bothered.

anyway, im doing random hw now cos i just sian on some subjects homework. im doing like math ass instead of bio mindmap, chinese zuowen instead of math journal. gah i really shudnt have posted. not enough discipline to post regularly

just vote jus already.

justin's running for council president. alot of ppl were worried that he screwed up cos he sounded a bit nervous, but actually its not that bad la. galen is very confident and he go think up some story, so probably he seemed like a better candidate, but i think justin would be better.

anyway, chinese was quite fun (o.o what am i saying?). basically it was debate about solar cars, which is actually quite interesting to talk about, especially if ure in proposition. anyway we have discussed it for like 2 weeks before and was actually rather prepared, except for translating to chinese. jordan not bad sia. he kind of managed to say alot of things in chinese and added a few stuff, so it sounded quite good. then our points were stronger than other side, who were all reading off handphone lol..., but their rebutt quite pain. keep talking about cost cost cost. first coe, so our group say electric car no coe. then battery replacement and long distance travel. but anyway we managed to handle it, so overall the debate quite fun.

after that, mr loo dint come, so we all designed post-its to paste around the school to help justin get votes. at first it was all bribery, like pasting sweets on the post-it. even the message written (by pin) was bribing. like "want more sweets? vote justin." . but after that we came up with lame ideas, and some very nice ones too. like adrian and yen ling, although they take quite long make, but is like super nice one. so anyway we came up with all sorts of different slogans to target different ppl... like got some related to dr who, pokemon, hippies (save the whales), nigahiga and so on... i came up with some lame ones, like vote justin for a just cause, and the other epic one. "vote justin, or else hardik will come and rape u" .quite fun making the post-its anyway.

however got some random year 3's stole the post-its, but thankfully got one person return to us. she was nice, go return to us and help THEM apologise. i bet they werent like remorseful or anything, cos i keep hearing random year 3s saying vote just, or something. maybe they thought galen was better? anyway, that was still ok, but then got one pissed off year 6 took down the post-its in the canteen area and tore them. what is his problem? anyway, hardik used his "legal" admin account to find the guy. apparently mad lim knows him as one of the antisocial ones.

anyway geog was sick. i mea mad lim keep talking about 18 years old life, partying, showing of perky butt, homoness and all that. yea she thinks about that sort of stuff. anyway, hardik kept touching me so i decided to sabo him LOL. yea im vindictive 8D.

anyway, assembly oso not bad. got this skit thing. the front part was abit waste time but ok la. i cant stand that tyra women though. i mean, she purposely act bimbo-ish for the skit effect, but seriously reminds me of hema... anyway, the interesting part was the "superstar dream" part. basically the screamer got kicked out first round :p, then the other guy sing justin bieber. everyone was looking at justin LOL, but anyway the season, or whatever her name is was pro. or maybe she was just lipsyncing. but i doubt so.

this post freakin long ah, is to compensate for not blogging for two weeks D: yea i know i regret not blogging last friday. it was epic, and the hema thing happened again. anyway i think im going to continue blogging again, or maybe ill just stop in like 3 days? i dunno.

sometimes, i dont feel like blogging

sometimes, when i read other ppl's posts about something, i dont feel like blogging anymore, cos sometimes i feel like i get pulled down to earth by other ppl's thoughts. i was going to blog bout how yesterday's teacher's day concert was so epic, and then after that me, lee, joo kee and huang were playing foosbal while doing chem assignment. i tot it was going to be quite a nice post.

but then later i met yong jen on the mrt just after huang left. he was visiting his primary school, maha bodhi or something. then i realised that i was supposed to go back to my primary school(s), meet my primary school friends and teachers, remember some stuff about last time. thats the whole point of teacher's day. gratitude to your teachers, and maybe meet up with friends from last time. the thing is, i really disliked what i was like in primary school, so therefore i was incorrigible there, and then everyone dint really like me. cos i was a slacker and basically just helpless last time. so i dint really have good memories about primary school. therefore i dont feel like going back there... for the past 4 years, i havent gone once.

anyway, secondary school was awesome. its like the ppl there are less cynical, for some reason. cos in my primary school the ppl there were like foo, byorn, claire, pin lin and zhi-en. i mean, zhi-en is very nice, but i bet he feels uncomfortable or something. you know the kind of feeling when someone not so nice is your project partner or something. anyway, they all super brainy de, and then i just got some crappy results cos i dint do anything in primary school. so secondary school was like completely different, but i realised i still kind of get ostracised when i was in year 1 and the first half of year 2.

anyway, after that i got to know 07 group, which was awesome, because i just dont fit in with 05. i was more like pretending to be someone else, so i dint really feel very good about hanging out with them. at least now can talk and joke freely. such that i feel like life is awesome now. quite sad that in 3 years time, we're gonna split...

this is the 101th post btw. i completely forgot about 100th post, but this is on quite a sad note... anyway, i might still blog abt yesterday, cos it sounds kind of happy. if u want me to...