Wednesday, February 29, 2012

leap day

today chinese finally got that compre done, and almost nothing else happened except for one worksheet. after that went out stop at student lounge say hi to ppl mugging for math lolz. omg i still have simin's notes :o

anyway... chen ge was there. he had "contact picture" of felicia lolz. oo scandalous. nah. anyway he sang for us haha. wish him luck for talent search. and jordan kept drawing random cartoons on simin's math notes. amoebear :o. actually thats not too bad a joke...

then had college councilling. dint even had any college stuff though, cos according to some starcraft guide, u learn 10X better when u do it urself... got kicked out of audi for sleeping sml. at the last 5 mins somemore. argh, i had to "ninja" at the space between the two doors to hear what he was saying, which wasnt actually that relevant except that mentor reps had to do something. but yea fine i slept late last night :o. not trying to push the blame or anything lolz.

math was fun again. but yea there's always this longing to sit somewhere else, anywhere. i just can't stand how my position in class makes me feel nonexistent and no one talks to me :(  hope next sem change le...

after math had ssef briefing, which was useless for me actually. at first then went over to listen to jookee's band practise in music room :D. is being in a band a wonderful feeling? they seem to really enjoy themselves. went to support them while they auditioned lolz. lots of groups got true actually. yea their band is called "ano-hana", which means "the flower" in jap. lol but dr wong said they lack chemistry. see how haha. hope they win :D

played soccer after dinner. was ok la. i was lucky got put in the team which had an easier time. i mean there's fong to control ur balls when u screw up and no choice pass to him. but yea jus a game man. im not trying be hypocritic lolz. of cos wouldnt be as nice losing, but still its fun right? as long as u dont have the kiasu mindset.

missed rollcall today. oh why, why, why? i was doing something for our room ok. i manually cleaned the muck at the shower area ok? i mean im supposed to do that, but damn i want credit /o\. but ended up forgetting about rollcall. unfair D<

k jookee and chee seng talking bout something. i know the answer but dun wan say lolz. cos i am _____, but i try not to be _____.

i keep thinking bout how appealing the idea of being blessed is like. its like u shud look at how ur blessed in life such that ur problems seems to melt away. sometimes i feel quite frustrated at some stuff, but im actually a really lucky person. i belong to awesome cluster 12A. cant forget that fact. if i wasnt in this cluster, or in media club, or chose the wrong school, cant imagine what my life'll be like man... but one cant have everything.

i could always change things by speaking up, but i feel bad about changing stuff. it is true that everyone is selfish in the sense that when u get something good that only a few ppl in a certain group would get, no one is really that willing to share it right? even with close friends lolz. i mean of course there's reluctance. me too sian. have to stop complaining all the time. everyone has some hard time in some area or another. no one is that lucky to have all their stuff they wish for (as in like being in some certain group, or being in the same class as some fren etc.). so sharing is hard. which is why i dont dare speak up, for fear of seeming demanding.

wow that was really long lolz. i need do chinese. this time cant just put it off cos its grp work. haiya nothing difficult just look up wiki and copy down lolz. kk lolz bye...

P.S. its so freaky when u have been pretending and seemingly ignoring something for so long, only to realise that all the time ppl have seen through u. ouchhh

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

mao

yesterday was quite fun. floor was wet due to rain, so after chem, everyone moved the tables up so that we could clear the water. at first was seuu kun doing, then yufong took over. class janitor lol. then glenn came and said "my genitals" :o

but seriously we shud tell dewey so he get blue form /o\. im damn bad, cos i cant imagine someone like yufong getting blue form :o

anyway, math was really funny, cos he kept talking about relationships. last time was girls wont get guys dumber than them. now its girls wont marry guys shorter than them. according to him, if like the guy cant reach something, than the wife help him take, then freakin embarassing la.

which all started cos everyone moved their seats up, so the back row was super crowded, and yuhan was next to fele and rachel, then they keep talking or something. so yea la there was this silent insinuation to fele LOL. her face was damn red somemore. like seriously blushing that kind :o

after eng, we all ate tgther, then went tv room to play bridge at first lolz. fele dint play, cos she was mugging :o. so only 5 of us were playing. at first was just hearts, which was standard fun. saboed weiqi, got saboed back with maria, then next game force her maria out lolz.

then khairul stopped wiing and introduced us to this game called "mao" (or something? wtheck name is this anyway -.-). its a game khairul, lim jeck and kelvin made since they got sick of standard card games. basically each person get 5 cards and then during ur turn, there's some pattern to putting cards that u're suppose to figure out without him saying anything. and if u put wrong timing or never say something or swear or talk, then penalty la. suppose to finish putting down all ur cards lor.

anyway, damn bitchy, cos like at first no one got it, so sam got pissed within second round and start screaming. like really loud. weiqi also. purposely swear until she took like 10 cards lolz. cos she dint say "question" before saying something

there was this really epic round when the rule was to put down after it countsdown and say "boom". at first was countdown from 10, then starting being random, so sam was commenting at khairul again lolz. then during her turn, he was like "10, 9, BOOM" and she screamed like walao. so freakin funny man. me and weiqi just died there on the spot...

was even more epic when she volunteered to be the "mao" la. cos she was damn pissed at khairul for screwing her over. anyway, started with weiqi or something, so she just put down her card and randomly said question. no penalty. then at the end of the turn she was like "change of rules" in the qian bian imitation of khairul lolz.

so everyone was ok to put anything except for khairul la. he did something, then she was like "why u touch ur ears? other ppl nvr touch their ears wat!" that kind of thing lol. then penalty until siao. walao damn funny until can kill ppl sia. laugh until tear up lolz. even fele, lee and fiona were laughing like siao oso.

then khairul was mao again. played awhile till its 3, which was house meeting, but i dint bother wearing house tee. anyway, they decided to use the war chant lolz (the haka one that yr 5 guys performed during orientation). that one is really good if like everyone stamped together or something haha.

then also they told us about opening of fara room. waa damn shiok got like plasma tv, and dvd player and wii. actually is almost the same as tv room liao. but its damn small. our school really damn rich sia, spend on things like this lol. not that im complaining :D

then went back la. listened to jookee and weiren practice. seems so fun. nooo why dint i take up such things when i was in year 1??? argh such a fool. :(  see la now last minute want learn music and jap lolz. haiz why dint i develop interest earlier lolz.

anyway, i just slacked off with my phone while they practiced la. then at 6 went out to eat as usual lor. dint play sports at night, just slacked off with my comp. urgh. i give myself end of this week to finish katakana. damn man, jap vocab seems like it'll take really long to learn. would i be able to finish by next year? idk man.

ok thats it bb.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

18A cluster outing (archery)

geddit? 12A + 4A + 2A = 18A lolz. lame? its not even my joke haha.

did nothing for elearning day lolz except stay in my room playing skyrim zz. after that went down at 2 (slightly late as usual). was wearing foo's skinny jeans lolz. i dint know he was so skinny... but the thing was showing my, ah never mind...

anyway sat next to foo for the bus trip there. he was playing zenonia wtlol. kinda fell asleep on the way there cos it was so quiet :/  maybe cos nothing's happening yet.
what the place looks like


briefing (what to do, what not to do etc.)


sian face lolz

reached Team NS, i dunno where, some archery club. briefing was so long :o couldnt wait to start firing. i tot it'll be quite easy cos the range is only 8m and like my class bow was accurate enough to hit bottles? but then everyone is prolly thinking the same way lolz. our cluster started shooting first. the rest just fooled around while waiting lolz.


what those not shooting were doing:

camwhoring




gaming


and throwing around ji-hyun's soft toy :o


ms van's cute baby


the 12A archers lol

foo's skinny jeans lolz

jew and loo are really quite good. their standard was like at around 40 in 6 shots by the second round, and i was at around 30 cos i misfire badly lolz. but suddenly i saw what others were doing so i copied and could shoot much better.

wow jew actually looks sexy lolz


so yea after putting on forearm guard and finger guard, started shooting. my first shot was blue and exactly in the middle. so i tot it was gonna be ok. i even hit yellow (9/10 point region on second shot). but actually those were lucky shots, cos after that, when i actually aimed the way i do with class bow, i shot out, almost out of the board lol. some ppl shot the wall haha.

how to pull out arrows


and aris' disturbing look


after that played cards with jookee. then ji hyun's soft toy, which i think comes from kenryk, was stolen by us guys, so we were like playing monkey with it lol. then later everyone pretended to hide something behind their back until even we got confused. dint know it was in jordan's pocket until much later lolz.

ok so yea, after a few rounds of archery, i started getting high and went around disturbing ppl. and seeing how i am such a defenseless little boy, of course they took their revenge... lolz



even junfu went for my legs la.

anyway last round was competition. finally got the hang of it. got 91 in total for 12 shots yay. zijian got like what, 117 la holy crap. i tot yx would win, cos his practice round got 6 yellows la. ghey... but some zijian got 59 in the first round of competition. he got to take home an arrow, so good...


yx's shots

ghey right

anyway cluster group photos

4A


2A


what happened lol :o

piggybacked jookee (and tried dropping him lolz)


lol look at png :D

mass photo 1
haha im like getting hugged by jookee lolol

mass photo 2

haha this photo damn nice got so much action. just in case u dunno where i am, look at loo lolz

kk gonna proceed to second part liao

boarding games day

came back

not going to say anything bout thursday. it was just a day of tests, and spamming arm exercises in the gym.

friday dint have much either. during the epic break between math and cca, i was slacking around, then went tv room play village again. that game takes up too much time. its fun and all, but last time i used to walk around and meet more people. nowadays i just stuck in that room for 3+ hours. and when the village people are there, some people dont come in anymore :(

then cca was about doing yearbook (again). but this time i wasnt so scared bout approaching ppl, cos i have to guide teng chiong, year 1 guy attached to me, and yeo doesnt really say anything... i actually talked to him alot lolz. robotics tentatively settled?, then dance cant use their cca fair photos, so some other day. and basketball i dont even know anyone except kevin, yong joo and zijian. so we just slacked lolz.

anyway i stayed back that night, cos i have SYPA at 8.15am on sat. damn fail la, cos i wanted to do alot of stuff that night? like i wanted to explore the observatory, makeover my room cos very messy, file all my crap, and make huge progress in learning jap as well as slacking. but i slept. at 8:30. ouch. woke up at 1:30 with the oh shit realisation. and i dint do laundry. double ouch.

couldnt sleep from 1:30 - 3 cos really uncomfortable, and dint feel tired anymore. insomniac. used my phone till i was sleepy. set alarm at 6:50 just in case.

then next morning i woke up and it was already bright. i was like oh shit overslept. thank god was 7:20 due to sheer force of habit. cos my alarm doesnt ring on weekends :o. still i was quite late. rushed there and thought i reached in time at 8:20. turned out i was in the wrong side of botanic gardens -.- 

had to chiong all the way over to the other side and it took me like 30 mins la what the heck. got fined $5:30. technically it shud be $2.30 cos the thing starts at 8:30. it actually started at 9 lolz.

so anyway there were talks from two professionals. one guy taught us stuff like what photography really is about. and what photographers really do, and how most of the stuff is done by photoshop lolz. was really interesting, cos he showed us really nice photos taken with just normal phone cameras and all that. its just his skills, like keep things simple and all that.

and the five misconceptions bout photography thing seems quite useful for photographers like us to know. the most important one is "why good isn't good enough?". because "different is better than good". thats what we should be looking for actually.

then the other guy is a press photographer, which is really difficult job imo. like sometimes they only have one attempt in taking the photo, like when the fire is being put out he must get the shot, or when president nathan waves goodbye at his last day, then he must get it right. i mean u cant ask him redo right lol... and sports photography he got some really nice shots, cos he anticipated correctly.

after that we were made to go out and shoot. ok la, but we couldnt really find anything special to take, except the guy from changkat who took the boy with the sad face cos it was raining. got criticed, saying it could be better if there seem to have some relation with environment, or if the composition was more interesting or something.

so yala they critiqued, then thats about it. i dont think im actually participating in the competition lol. just went for fun.

went back with stuff, even though its just a day only, then went to some restaurant in far east for dinner. was a really expensive dinner to celebrate my granpa's birthday. it was like what? 2k for 28ppl wth. thats a really scary thought...

basically was so expensive because of fo tiao qiang. but my cousins and me, and my sisters like cannot appreciate it lolz. it tasted a bit fishy in fact lolz. so much for $80 per head.

went back to school at 12:30 pm next day for boarding day. very few ppl were there lor, except lots of boarding couples. like almost all of them were paired lol. i dint know there were so many haha. foodwise was quite terrible actually. im starting to not like bean sprouts anymore. hostel cant cook them well. keep tasting rawish.

anyway at 2:30 games day started. my grp only got 12 ppl come lolz. there were a few familiar ppl like khairul wenyi wanqi kt, and the rest i just know their names only :o

first game was captain's ball. with a freakin waterbomb. the rules kinda screwed up, so yos kindof abused the last touch rule by spamming water bombs at wanqi lolz. quite evil. and was really hard to play. i think it shud have been whenever water bomb burst change in possesion. but whatever. dint really get wet then lolz. ended in draw cos both side scored 1 for ball and bomb.

second was human fusbal. quite a good idea actually, except u hit ppl, so ouch. other than that quite interesting. lost cos they had some ghey vietnam shooter.

third was ninja warrior. the hoop thing and crawl thing nothing de. main thing was the sliding thing. i actually managed to sneak and steal group 5's bunch of sticks cos they left it unattended, and i remembered there was this paper that say u can steal but no snatching. but in the end just left it at our area before we walked off, to remind them to watch their sticks /o\.

after that was dog and bone. looks ok, but i got knocked out within like 40s? some girl elbowed the "bone", a hard 1.5L water bottle into my mouth, so ouch. but yeala its kindof healed alr lolz. and seems kind of funny actually. after getting first aid went back to see. lost again lolz.

the ping pong thing was retarded. our group kindof cheated. just pour and transfer balls de nothing much.

then was the solve me thing. take puzzle from this disgusting mixture of hostel breakfast, then walk in a pair with one foot each tied together, and basically solve it la. quite fun actually. but disgusting. wenyi accidentally flicked some of the mixture on mr murali LOL. almost got owned. ended up -1 "golden stick".

most fun was the volleyball with water bomb, cos need catch the thing with a black square piece of plastic bag. other team like heck care de though, so we won. that game really very fun shud play some day again.

cant be bothered to put photos of the games though... :/. im taking too long anyway.

buffet was kindof good. lots of ppl brought their families. png's sisters, jolin, joy and jean. jew's sister and his brother, jack. jack is damn cute can lolol. then also got issac's sister hannah? and chee's sister jacinda. we were like having a family party near the back entrance of school la lolz.

ok photos next. pedo mode on XD

jeren's cuto brother :D


bradley's brother jack :D

apparently jolin (png's sister) is scared of andrea /o\



reminds me of parents meeting friends at a bbq, then the children play together lolz

oh no no photo of hannah D:

daryl's sister :o


then "family photo" haha


haha so freakin fun. ok pedo mode off. bb :)

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

blog lag

stuff is happening much faster than i am able to blog. i only half finished the one on fri-sun, but ah heck want to talk bout yesterday.

today got chem prac. left coat upstairs /o\ had to rush up go get. got paired with some china accelerator student. he seems really unsure bout himself. we screwed up the bromine test, cos nvr wrap aluminium foil, but we kind of knew what happened, so jus faked :o  reminds me of what mr lim said. in bio experiment dontt draw what u see in the microscope... just rip off from text book lolz.

math and english nothing de, except eng was real sleepy again.

ate class lunch. cg was talking about how pang sai is fang shi in mandarin. so he keep saying how weird it is, like how u put crap somewhere. or like fang pi is release gas, so pang sai is release crap? idk lolz. just that jordan, rachel, weiqi and me were laughing like crap. oops no pun intended LOL...

later lee felt really bored, but we did something wonderful man. random impromptu outing to that bowling centre two stops away. hema came too /o\. was damn fun haha. at first the idea dint seem to appealing, until we played it lolz. and yea hema was there just to make the third place feel better :o

but the last game was like wth la. serious competition man. cos second game he just anyhow throw and gutter the ball, then fiona asked him throw straight. he dint even throw straight, cos he start from the side, but some how the random spin always send the ball in the center. my god he got a spare and 2 X in a row.

lee also played damn good. two X and one spare in a row. thats easily 60-70 points in total. but hema won lol. haha i was pushed to play better than hema, cos we just cant stand the thought of losing to him. freakin close just 4 points above his 120. and 124 doesnt come by easily lolz. wad the hema... competitiveness man...

went to boon lay afterwards to eat dinner. at first dint know where go, then decided to go pizza hut. it was bliss man. the cheese mussels and the cheese meat balls. when they're hot they're so freakin good the cheese just drips in your mouth. aww man was just freakin orgasmic heavenly...

the pizza itself was cheese crusted too. first time eating. its really nice, cos usually the crust nothing much de. put with meat is really tasty. haha i cant believe im so easily satisfied lol. the way i ate there was like some $100 meal or something. it was $54 for three ppl. WORTH THE PRICE.

went to shop for some drinks. yay got two bottles of minute maid pulpy and lemon h2o. damn it was so freakin heavy when i brought it back lol. ok not really la, just made my whole back sweaty. not going to put in fridge though. i scared it becomes ice. just put ice cubes into drink can le.

played catching at night. this was more fun than previous ones, cos bigger playing ground (all blocks 3-5). was less dark and scary due to lights + more ppl. was really thrilling to be chased haha. but had to leave at 8:30 for desperate clearance of laundry (two missed days ouch). my legs hurt now man. especially after the mad rush away from lee, only to get ambushed by loo.

but yea we shud go back to sports sometime also. still the most, idkhowsay, bonding game? lolz. and yea fiona doesnt really like it either.

ok thats all for monday. today was research congress. we had like assembly as usual, then sudden break till 9:45 lolz. but no one actually did anything together so haiz. ended up in music room playing some song boon chong has. matrix theme. its damn nice to play, and not very hard, prolly grade 3. but of cos got difficulty la, since i essentially playing for fun de.

the audi was mass sleeping session la. actually not say very boring u know. not that im researchy and all that, but some of them seems really cool and useful. the guest of honour speech i kinda fell sleepy though. after that i got out of chair. was cold but dint really feel that sleepy anymore. and i was thirsty but some douche doesnt want to lend me water lol...

after that went to scavenge take food we rightfully deserve :D. no not me i dint do no duty lolz... but anyway, was good. somehow the chicken and the wedges dont taste bad, as in like usually buffet chicken even though tasty but got something not so nice about it, and wedges usually quite screwy. i think i took the second last spoon lolz.

after that went to hall look at a few. semi (some yr 6 girl from faraday) did these cool smart glass thing. not really smart glass la. it actually seemed so similar to boon chong's ozone window lolz. they use some boron compound which has gigantic dipole moment so its quite unstable, but they put it in some thing to stablelize it, such that it blocks wide spectrum of infrared lolz. hope ur not chimed out by now o.O

so basically prevents heat from going through the glass. wonderful right? haiz when boon chong said it i dint think it was a good idea lolz...

anyway ended up WASTING MY TIME. at the math interest group section with all the ball puzzles. u know those kind with holes and ur supposed to control the ball to move into the holes or something. freakin waste time. i finished alot lolz, but half of them i was really lucky. and i spent too long. until it was like 2 wth is wrong with me...

dcarp unfortunately to say, we have to restart, somewhat, cos we finally got the chance to meet our supervisor mentor. we dont have enough raw data and we're thinking of too much about the product as usual. not surprising since originally we're supposed to prototype by today and present by next week, which is really guofen. the feedback they got made them extend deadline :D.

so now we kind of know what to do. finally told him what was worrying us, cos we keep jumping ideas here and there. just have to stick to this interview thing and then find some opportunity to put a product in there to solve a prob or something. just do it and see what happens lol. i think prolly shud be able to think of something.

anyway no more formal lessons till 21 march yay. we can just initiate to meet the supervisors by ourselves, so free and easy lolz.

played soccer for two darned hours lolz. was crazy cos i couldnt stand properly after the first hour. played like crap lolz. ok la not so bad, but i keep falling down whenever something funny happens cos i was just tired cant stand for some effing reason. haiz but was fun lolz. wu jiong even joined man. he damn epic lolz. when we moved to futsal court (after the javelin ppl left :o ) the game became really fun. played till 6 haha. why cant we play futsal like before lolz...

after that sat in for chinese movies, but left during the ye wen one. no point watching anyway. went to sit at the bench alllll the way till 9 lolz. was quite shiok the night air plus so peaceful. just talking isnt a waste of time man. in fact i rather ppl just disturb me and chat, im usually not busy at all or ill just screw whatever i was planning to do lolz.

haiz class seating still same. but i dont feel like changing anymore. as in i want to change, but somehow everyone kind of likes their seating arrangement except me and yx, so haiz fine. i just dont feel like saying to dewey lolz... but how awesome would it be if i sit to someone else cooler, who talks, not just mugs. urgh.

ok lee is in my room now. somehow i feel like doing el article lolz. kk bye.

going nowhere. but its alright.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

42 SAR trip

today was really fun, but draining. the back half was terrible though. my body couldn't handle the exhaustion, even though i dint actually do much physical stuff...

so anyway, some private bus sent us to the 42 SAR regiment, which was mainly for armoured infantry, and tanks :D. those tanks really look smexy, but at the same time so dangerous, especially when the cannon is pointed at ur face. hope we never have a need to use it in real life...

at first was some rather boring show of marching. the guys really look damn young, like teenagers, but something about them tells us buff. after that there was this crazy loud demonstration of firepower. waa the machine guns freakin loud la. i was actually afraid despite how far i was from the thing. lol but it was just blanks filled with compressed air. even still, i wouldnt exactly want to use such a dangerous weapon ... hope there won't ever be another war, though thats quite impossible. wouldnt want to kill ppl lolz...

i was actually REALLY enthusiastic to try out the stuff. firstly was some dummy mines thing. engineers get the most fun job of blowing stuff up haha. the way that army guy told us about the stuff was kinda epic la. like they buey song the obstacles then use the C3 to blow it up. and he keep talking bout CS and modern warfare lolz. epic guy man.

then the scouts with the night vision binoc and this huge infrared sensor. looks damn cool haha. i think the night sensor just tune up iso damn high, just like in a camera, so can see lots of noise. the infrared one is really damn cool, black and white image. and of cos i fooled around with those...

then later we went to ride the tank. i got to stand at the top, so the ride was really windy and shiok. yea and i very lame de, pretending to shoot some gun at the other tank lolz. yea really damn fun. the driver also very cool de. basically he was talking to me, though i couldnt really hear what he was saying, but when i heard it i was like "no la!". haha i leave u to guess what he said.

then we went to camo paint section, and some telephone thing, and some dark room to test out the night vision binoc. this part not so cool le, but still fun ba. and everytime need volunteer, whole class keep asking me to go de. paiseh la. mentor rep haha must not be afraid to look foolish :P

got owned by camo paint, cos certain ppl had to smear paint on my face and neck -.-. and yea felicia and cg were about to undergo "camo paint" war lolz, but cg's arms are longer, so felicia would have got owned haha.

then it was going into some tank to look at the stuff. i knocked my head on the metal ceiling (ouch :( ), so got balacku le... clumsy as always. lol it actually looks kinda condusive to play bridge, but soldiers dont get such luxury. apparently the machine guns are REALLY difficult to cock, but i dint get to try. even zong yao had trouble cocking it lol. i think jazlene managed to do so... buff woman. we wasted quite alot of time there actually, cos some slackers wanted to sit inside the tank to enjoy the fan... zzz.

then we went to try out the guns la. this time everyone, even the girls, kinda fooled around. apparently alot of ppl like to shoot at seeu kun haha, dunno what reason. and when ppl point the gun at me, im like scared, even though there's no danger at all. the gun hole just looks really scary.

then there was the machine gun which was quite hard to cock. got technique de, but if i dont prop my leg, i cant cock it. weak lolz. clara is buffer than she looks man... like she cock it with that kind of expression that the army guys were like "woahhh". and felicia failed, so she was like "screw this la". so fierce XD. army guys were like "woaahh" again.

then was the rations thing lor. not too bad haha. the pasta was kinda spicy, but tastiest. then we went to eat, and interact, which was kind boring, cos i dint know what to say... i kinda fell sleepy from that point on. next time shud choose seat last, then can choose best seats...

same for the debrief. sat next to seeu kun and lowell, who sleeped very unglamly LOL. was doing random crap in front of his face but he dint realise. but seeu kun very random de dunno what to say to her. too smart liao haha. i was really sleepy, and the video was kind of a blur, but suddenly during qna, when some guy asked about pay (other than ryan who doesnt know u get paid during service), then everyone got perked up lolz. haiz materialistic bunch.

took bus back. EVERYBODY fell asleep, except me, who was singing to keep myself awake. shud have just rested, but i tot there might be someone to talked too. haiz, then got dcarp immediately. went down buy milo first. drink stall auntie as usual said some mushy stuff /o\. got perked up for awhile, but during lesson i got blurry.

the presentation part we all kinda heard before. and the video was freakin random. she showed us that to tell us to zoom in and zoom out to get a new perspective, but wtheck the video zoomed out until u saw galaxies, and zoomed in until u saw quarks. ok... and the music was kinda weird too.

then everyone mentioned feedback bout the workshop. realised it was quite flawed actually, cos there aint much guiding to do certain stuff like fieldwork, and we dint have much advise on how to build up our idea. not enough preparation time for presentation too. kinda screwed actually. im starting to get worried. but for now we can be as idealistic as possible, so if we dont really care about feasibility, then maybe the poster aint that hard after all...

released half hour early, then went to play soccer with ram, pengseng, zheyuan, muru, leon, hk, tzehow. was damn EPIC. havent played with them for long time. peng seng was like all ego and all that, then was some sort of "manager" for the team. but he tyco did some really cool stuff, and their teamwork (ram, aps, zheyuan, muru) was actually quite formidable, so me, leon, hk and jiji lost. couldnt stand it half the time, cos so freakin funny when i try to tackle them that i kindof gave up lol. yea and i was terrible today. cannot tackle fully de. but so were the rest LOL. ok enough soccer description...

ate at 6:30. my body was so exhausted, but at that time it felt like i had no energy to eat. went back room and was supposed to do laundry, but i laid down on the bed and really crashed, because i couldnt stand up anymore... woke up at 8:50. was too late to do laundry by then... but at least still can collect...

i felt so weak :o, but after eating chocalate and drinking water kind of felt better. other ppl also crashing in my room now... the SAR thing really makes u tired. i guess it kinda felt like a crash course of NS, which would be like this everyday... hope i can get used to it. might seem kinda impossible, but i think in the end everyone adapts and after a few months, it kinda seems like everyday life again lolz.

just saw the email mr lim sent. yay he was happy bout the balloon stick he got as v'day gift lolz. awesome teacher la really. the email was quite funny haha.

but sometimes things arent really like that. how u treat someone reflects how they treat u back. isnt that supposedly the case? but still, sometimes..., i feel kinda mistreated. its actually kinda my fault for having so many bad habits and all, but i sometimes cant ignore what ppl say, no matter how deserving it is. and that's where the "dick" side of me comes out... sometimes i feel like i deserve to be treated better, but due to some sort of common mindset by most ppl in life in general, its kind of impossible. it sucks to be an underdog, really.

haiz. took too long to blog again. need read up english now. just leave chem go die. anyway, sometimes just screwing up, losing few marks here and there, isnt going to have any impact in ur life anyway. should just enjoy the time left i have in school. its feb 15 le. why so fast?... hope something really memorable happens in near future. ok g2g bye.

when will she stop ignoring you?

slacking off during v'day

i did no work today lolz. i dont even take bio so i was free from 10.30 - now, but end up doing nothing. usually i keep saying just walk and talk to ppl, but i dint...

mentoring was not bad actually. there was live song dedication to clara from leyi. so lucky. then yenling got cards and roses from 4 different ppl man, and i think 3 were from boys /o\. too popular le haha (too bad lee). dr dewey was jealous man, i could see it. but i failed to get our seats rearranged. i mean most ppl are fine with their seats, so haiz... really wish i could sit someplace else.

did lab 5 during physics (no ica today, so ppl studied for nothing), then lunch. went off to some bench on the first floor to just wait for 05 ppl come out. then basically talk la, with weiren and our gang. ee boring i dont even know what we talked bout lolz, except lee's obsession with ¥0 ( if u dont get that too bad lolz). he remembered her number with like half second glance la oo. serious idolism man, and its partially my fault lolz.

oh ya and how the whole bunch of us dint actually do or get anything. like even hema sent rose to yang qian, but got his card and rose torn and sent back to him. yea i dint get anything too haha. i sent to two ppl le, but i dont really know whether they recieved it or not... and yea i dint have the guts to send something to her, since anyway i dont want her to know...

spend like ALL my remaining time till 4 playing village. wtheck. wasnt that fun actually, cos we dont have khairul to moderate :(, cos he had a date lolz. i was actually supposed to go out and shop for pens, marker, duster, new stapler (cos i broke mine just by dropping it -.-), but no. i ended up sleeping after wasting time on my phone... ugh really dint want to do that

woke up to jiamin saying some epic farg u or something like that. was like 6:50 by then. ate late dinner with loo (fish was really nice) and just talked to weiren about cca and his heart condition. damn sad, cos lots of real bullshit happened during his obs, so he wasted loads of money and time. like he waited 8hr to see doctor for 2 mins, and the doctors dont know his heart condition, which was actually ok for OBS. consultation fee $50 + OBS money wasted.

but haiz he's damn good lor. like so proactive, then so pro at photog and drums and can sing and play guitar and nice, but also funny. no wonder jookee loves him. me too lolz.

played soccer till 9. it was epic. imo much more fun than netball, but sigh less ppl plays it. but ok la netball then netball lor. just prefer playing some sport that has random shit happening rather than just the same old pro ppl scoring.

seriously loads of epic stuff happen, like pin doing arabian dancing and the failing and hema getting owned. even punitha played man, and mitra and yang yi, so lots of indian swear words like maramande or paranai going around lolz.

hema got hit in the p twice by pin, and he said really disgusting stuff urgh. not going to write here... and its the p, not the b, so he was just overreacting, as usual. the defamation was unintentional btw. /o\

then back in the room la. summarise: jm whacked me with his (shuttle)cock, went down finish persona and play creeps (o god...), then lee came back from his date, and feeling png's b. oh god -.- disgusting thoughts to the max. so overall unproductive day lar lolz.

so dry, writing out all i did for today... u really think this is interesting lol? tmr today's outing to SAR, and are u serious we get to ride tanks? wow sugoi (amazing).... got dcarp after that though. i dunno how it'll work out... but haiz what to do lolz. just do what they want first ba...

ugh i dint really get any chance today to say anything... but she can hear what ppl are saying. i have to pretend that im not caring, so that she thinks that it's just some case of someone matchmaking ppl for fun, like wonky and meizhen. its actually quite nice this way too. just hope ppl stop making it seem so obvious ugh... i trusted u man...

ok sayonara. learned my jap for today yay :D. so late now need slp...

what would u do if she doesn't like u back?

Monday, February 13, 2012

posting in hostel, for once

its 10:10 now but not many people visted :(, except for zhengwei, and jookee for a few seconds. yea im weird i like ppl to disturb me. no la u probably understand what i mean right lolz.

chem was ouch man. at first i was freakin out cos i dint understand why the electrophile choose para ortho meta blah blah, but after that i realise that maybe for once, i just dont have to stress myself out even if i dont understand, cos i just need to know whether substituent is electron donating or recieving and just memorise. screw worrying. oh gosh i sound like mugger...

the chem ass was bad. the answer dint seem to be 5 products, from dewey's tone. dint like how he just doesnt explain why we're wrong. its like forcing us to do by ourselves. ughh so unfriendly de. anyway, lots of ppl were freakin out after chem where we had to rush the qn out. screaming ppl as usual. quite funny haha. jordan is insane. he wrote 3/4 page for part five... even more than seeu kun lol.

math was funny as usual, and mr lim with his usual "the whole world knows" and "you mei you" and so on. and el was nothing much cos our grp dint need to do anything. so yep.

lunched together again, but some of them had SC (not SL right?) duty. jordan and simin keep staring at me. damn creepy lolz. tagged along with lee for SEP briefing. looks so exciting. cant believe i dint make up my mind last year. actually i dunno whether i was indecisive, lazy, or dint know about the application. maybe all of the above lolz.

interviewed cg. quite fun, but cant compare when interviewing my sisters. why are they so nice LOL? is it just family or maybe their personality is what im looking for. haha we all quite forgetful de, but not to my extent. maybe close, but not so bad lolz. i very clumsy de, always end up being the one knocking down the dustbins...

why cant ur blog sound as catchy as hers?

anyway today quite ok la. as in no troubles, so happy lor. i shud just stay this way haha. its actually kind of fun. noticing her from the side of my eye, even though she doesnt realise it. somehow there's something bout her personality that i cant ignore lol. but it may just be me liking her only, so keeping a secret is still best for me.

prolly just gotta wait till im older to actually have a fulfilling relationship /o\. ooh tmr's 14 feb. mr lim and the drink stall auntie will be surprised :D. and jookee, im sry but u'll be forever alone... /o\. i feel bad  claughing at u, but LOL. lee completely crushed ur ego...

ok off to learn jap (write hiragana). i give myself 2 weeks to learn 50 syllabels (only) lolz. kk bye
dont give up. maybe u'll be lucky...

Sunday, February 12, 2012

lol interview over

haha interviewing damn fun actually. dunno whether good though haha. just laughed thru the whole thing. was only 8m 44s though... one person interviewing is short...

my sisters' personailities still suit me the best man. the interview thing i laughed so much haha. im not in love with them or anything btw -.-, but wow why do i like them so much? heh this sounds so weird...
ok off to do some REALLY LATE hw, (if i can). u prolly know what it is anyway... uh she used to procrastinate but not anymore. i still do though... so hard not to...

k thats it. see u in hostel. bye :D

P.S. twitter really suits this kind of short posts better :o, but no one reads twitter anyway...

u're not thinking of her now. but u don't feel guilty...

the magic of msn

woa i feel so much better now man (2 am in the morning lol). idle chat with yl, then some nice stuff with yx and rong. seriously, how could i have forgotten man. ever since i joined fb, stop msning alr. and fb is so not like proper convos, cos its too open le. msn is so friendly on the other hand haha.

its really wonderful man. i shud really talk to ppl more haha. i think i can make convo last, cos im not so random like foo spam too much lol or haha to turn ppl off. and i also not very confrontational de, so yeap, next time, just disturb me on msn if ur bored ok? /o\

gonna interview my sister's soon for dcarp. they're really supportive! cant believe that initially i dint dare tell them haha. kk bye ;D

P.S. sry no time to post bout the week D:  not much to say anyway, except we really made huge progress in our dcarp this week.


see? why are you afraid to approach ppl?

Saturday, February 11, 2012

one-sided

why is it so hard to write out what im thinking... i dint post yesterday, cos i couldnt construct what i wanted to say. i havent even decided on the title yet...

this blog's supposed to be for closed friends, but its still public, and info gets out, as shown as last week. its not really safe posting inner thoughs, but i just cant help posting about what im thinking though, cos i dint get a chance to spew it all out this week. i think ill post normally after this one... (and i shud start posting more often in school too...)

i dunno whats wrong with me this week lolz. sometimes im just dazed, or walking around dunno doing what. cos i realised its impossible so freakin hard. monday was ok, but wednesday i had completely no chance. i have chinese, i dont take bio, i have dcarp. that day was actually ok u know, but uh, half the time im just wondering what im doing...

its really weird, among girls in general, how i interact with her the least, yet notice her the most -.-. the rest just dont seem to be what im looking for. even though they may be nicer or whatever, but im stuck with only one...

but damn, why are we so different. her maturity is like 4 years above mine. she's really smart, even though she's retarded (in the funny way). and she has a life man. she did so many things last time, while all i did in yr 1 and 2 was i dunno what. playing games sucks man, but i cant stop doing it. if i dint play games so much, learned how to socialise when i was in yr 1 and 2, or blog, maybe id be much better than now.

and due to chance, we never meet, we never talk, but still i notice her. i just cant bear to initiate stuff... just like how i cant thank family or friends when they do really nice things for me and i get touched. why i gotta be like this... coward. lolz. am i even a guy? or just a girl inside? i sometimes wish i was a girl. they seem to have more fufilling lives than guys. i sometimes wonder what girls see in guys anyway. not that u have to answer this question.

its almost definitely doomed man. prolly would fade away within a few weeks.

i dont think id be very affected though. im still doing alright without her. why am i feeling guilty lolz, for not being unhappy when she's not around.

why am i being so abstract here lolz. and this is going nowhere. i just couldnt organise all those thoughts lolz. im actually laughing(?) when im typing this out? at what, how retarded this sounds? o.o. whats the reason that im being like this lol...

... but anyway one last thing, pls dont publicize what im thinking lol. i prefer being unnoticed, thankyouverymuch. just dont let her know, okay? lolz

its just your wishful thinking...

Sunday, February 5, 2012

first quiz (continued)

second part of quiz haha


Friends


70-What is your favourite thing to do?
hanging out with friends. like playing soccer or talking with them 1 hour non stop :D


71-What’s your favorite color?
erm, either blue, green, or yellow :o


73-What’s your favorite movie?
i have alot actually. i think kung fu panda first, then how to train your dragon, then avatar, then you're the apple of my eye.


74-What are your favorite books?
haha my url says it all. i also like Alex Rider and Power of Five. those are real thrillers. i don't like Artemis Fowl though. too random for me.


75-What is your favorite quote and why?
erm same as before. cos its cool man. "learn to enjoy everything you've got", even though it may be hard sometimes.


76-What is your favorite word?
? errrm


77-What is your least favorite word?
the f-word? but i still use it anyway :o


78-What is your favorite type of food?
im not picky, but erm i like vegetables that are very tasty lolz. and hot, fragrant soup that my aunt cooks at home. and pineapples and oranges and cherries :D


79-Your favorite ice cream?
i like coffee flavoured things now. if there was mocca, even better. and mango flavoured as well


80-What’s your favorite animal?
errr, cute dogs and cats. actually any cute animal i like.


81-Dogs or cats?
none D:


82-Describe your favourite texture:
what the... oh wait i tot of one. firm but soft, like png's muscles XD


83-What is your favorite flower?
im not a girl -.-  but anyway i think i like lilies. wait i dont even know what that looks like :o. whatever mannn....


84-What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex?
.. i like fruity smells? or maybe smell of clean. on opposite sex maybe smell of love? if there is...


85-What is your favorite season?
i like all except summer haha. wait i dont enjoy feeling cold though.


86-What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?
i dont wanna die D:  . but erm, japan, switzerland (again), germany, america, and antartica. and arctic. and greenland. in fact i want to explore the world lolz. in my second life ba...


87-What are four things you can’t live without and why?
i cant live without games, but i hate this fact.
i cant live without friends, cos i love you guys.
i cant live without things to do, cos i need to be entertained.
i cant live without food, air, water, clothes, electricity etc.


88-Which mythological creature are you most like? Why?
phoenix. cos i can live forever :D. and also cos its bloody beautiful.


89-What’s your favorite television show?
Noose of course LOL. and the Oath i watched last year. i loved the storyline.


90-Favorite place to shop at?
maybe eastpoint? even though it has little stuff, there's the awesome hanis i go to every saturday, and the popular bookstore that usually has books that i want lolz. sigh. i dunno shopping...


91-Say 2 facts about your favorite things:
my puzzles? they're all really challenging and interesting
my laptop? of course, since it provides my entire online social life LOL.
not to mention all the awesome shows and songs i love, but they're not really things.


wow epic skip of 15 qns...


kk thats really all for today, plus i think i still cant answer the remaining questions lolz.

Jar of Hearts

Jar of Hearts:


 
tiffany alvord looks abit like emma watson lolz.
 
wow this song is the best song ive heard so far. so much emotion man. spent like 2+ hours singing it, pretending i was singing with someone lolz. haiz too bad my voice doesnt sound good and i cant play guitar :/

anyway, if u cant deduce the lyrics, which is quite easy actually, most of the time it is : "who do you think you are? running round leaving scars. collecting ur jar of hearts. and tearing love apart. you're gonna catch a cold. from the eyes inside ur soul. so dont come back for me. dont come back at all."

but anyway, today nth much happened. just posing cos i wont be posting in another 5 days. so basically i woke up late and got scolded again /o\.

yea me and my mum keep the strict but close relationship haha.

but anyway it was around 11:30 when i finally woke up haha. yea damn i agree im freaking hard to wake up... and i kind of vaguely remember shouting "urghhhh" quite loudly cos i was freakin confused. lolz.

ate dau huey (is it like that o.O). the beancurd thing. for breakfast haha. now that ive watched the Dr Oz. show thing, i NVR miss breakfast. basically he had this 7 things u shudnt do cos its super bad for health, and skipping breakfast is one of them. and if u do all 7 u live 10 years longer. wow man.

anyway, my mum left to meet her hwa chong friends. probably reliving her past man. her gang all cant forget her cos they keep teasing her last time. haha i can imagine. sigh will we still meet in the future?

then my sister's friends came. 3 of them only la. they were very nice. maybe all girl gangs are like these? lolz. dint really talk to them. just came down again just as they were about to go, so they wanted me to help take picture for them. i dint polaroid camera looks so cool haha. the quality really not bad le. i wonder how much one costs. but damn they were all so photogenic man. wish i dint look so derp all the time :o

anyway if ur bored u can try stalking urself on fb haha. not being ego here, but u see all the outings u forgot man. its seriously awesome la. we all went out like hell lots of time alr, just that we forgot only. just freakin awesome to just browse what we did in the past, being so happy haha.

kk my mum's back, i need go eat medicine before she discovers i havent done so yet. bye :)

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wait no that was my dad along with 3 people coming to look at my house. wa the old guy abit douchey sia. keep critisizing our house. urghhh. i know the master bedroom isnt much bigger than the other rooms, and the ceiling has water pores due to rain seeping through the balcony floor, but urgh i love my home man. lolz. ok la they're laughing now.

cant wait to get back to hostel haha. need to finish chinese compo now. i still not sure what to write. haha ok bye...

Saturday, February 4, 2012

reunion dinner

urh my life really sucks, compared to Fiona Tann. the hell man lion dance...

i did what most ppl did la as usual. firstly went to my grandma's house on reunion dinner. wanted to arrange dragon shaped yusheng but fail haha. but the awesome thing was the yusheng was homemade with fruits, so it tasted really good. i even took a video of it. cant really see anything, but the atmosphere was really wow man. so happy.

can't compare to school's lou hei lol. no one else in class shouted much that i felt embarassed to even say "huat ar". o.O. ok but the school's yusheng (fake i think) was not bad (even though its fake).

then next day went there around 11am again. freakin late this year for some reason. my cousin came too. awesome ppl., day 1 of cny. my oldest cousin in that family becoming like a teenager le... not so enthu bout everything. kinda sad man :(. but the second one's damn funny haha. and yea he eats alot that EVERYONE likes to joke that he is fat. and seriously, even though he doesnt look fat, his stomach can become really HUGE.

ate lots of tidbits haha. sinning man. its damn scary how much unhealthy crap is inside those, once u read bout this things. but still i couldnt help it haha. my cousin's mum more strict, so they keep arguing la LOL. like she keep saying "i said no more ah", but they still keep eating hehe.

my aunts are damn interesting ppl haha. my mum's the oldest, and she has 5 younger sister's and 1 younger brother. what's the probability man... anyway, they like to joke around with children. haha im still defined as child hehe. they were actually impressed that i went to help out on the reunion day lolz. hostel changing my life haha.

at first was me playing munchkin with my cousin's. then the adults started playing blackjack. got money involved de lol. my dad was the dealer and he got 5 star fortune for this year, according to TV. and he was sitting under the "福" decoration la. walao his money stack was freakin legendary man. insane number of 21 points.

what the hell seriously epic luck u know. like he gets scores like 16 or 17, then he actually wants to take another card. which is quite a huge risk. but almost all the freakin time he gets 21 la. walao eh im not superstitious, but seriously this proves that fengshui is real :o

my aunts and uncles were all like "walao", then everytime my dad gets like 15-17 points, everyone else was like "picture, picture", but turns out 21 points, then everyone "walao" so loudly, then epic laughter. omg that was a seriously fun time.

i even joined in once. i tot my luck was ok u know. but in like 15-20 minutes of gameplay i lost like $22 dollars omgwtfbbq. even my second sis, who played for much longer, thought losing $12 was real unlucky. this proves me and my sis's 1 star luck for this year. my eldest sis has 2 star luck this year oso LOL, but she went to visit her boyfriend.

then that was all for day 1.

day 2 we visited alot of my father's sides aunts and uncles. its a really big family man, like 11 in my father's generation, and some of them are alr grandma's and granpa's. the eldest one's are already greatgrandparents la. my dad's mum actually had greatgreatgrandchildren half my age while she was still alive man. thats called long life for u...

they're less to the modern side, so the feel is quite different. but they're all damn happy i realised. like all quite satisfied with their life even though some of their houses are quite small. and quite traditional looking too. but really, they are really so happy to meet each other. haha i wonder next time maybe ill visit my sisters' families will also be that happy or not haha.

i have this aunt there which i really like her character. she's super cheerful haha, but i dont even know her name, cos i cant understand hokkien. so sad sia. they chatted so much while i couldnt understand what they're saying. but sometime's my sis will translate for me haha. cos she works in a hospital with lots of elderly ppl, so bo bian have to learn hokkien. oo i just used hokkien haha.

yea thats bout it before i returned to hostel on tuesday. need to complete some of my other unfinished blog entries. bye.

cant believe i dared to post that

damn i really have changed a lot man. from the first time i blogged till now, i dont recognise that old me anymore haha.

anyway, today i woke up really really late. like 1:15. i got scolded of course. yesterday also, for continuing to blog until that time. even after she offed the modem i was still typing, then connected to some random unprotected wifi for a few minutes just to post lolz.

but really, even though i hated to be scolded, and she was really ughh about it, couldnt blame her man. she just doesnt understand why i need to blog this days. im no longer blogging for myself anymore, "just to record down events" as i did last time. in fact that sounds so selfish lolz. i just need to talk to myself through this. like i need to try to describe what im feeling, so i know that im feeling in that way. ok lolz not that noble la haha. i still blog only when i want to XD.

but thankfully, going out for tea solves every dispute. its really amazing. almost failed to go this week cos i dint bring shirt, and im really ashamed to wear that martial arts uniform out, but somehow i made her go back home, then go out again. without saying, we agree that we needed to go for tea together haha.

she was trying to sing some song called "be the star you are" or something like that. used to think she sang terribly and i couldnt stand to hear, but this time, i was trying to make her sound better. even though her tune is correct, her pronunciation is quite bad, such that it ruined the whole thing. and she cant sing deep cos her voice is comfotable at high pitched.

but woa she really put in alot of effort man must commend. kept practising non-stop de throughout car ride. she wont give up that kind haha.

anyway over tea she told me tmr that she is meeting her old hwa chong friends. they're really successful, most of the 10 of them. and they're all guys. i could understand completely man. some girls just feel that guys are more fun, right. woa the way she talked about it, she must have loved high school man. maybe im just like her after all haha.

but anyway, urgh i need to think this part through...

i think ive finally pinpointed what im like to others alr. why some ppl cant stand me, and why its so awkward and hard for me to make new friends. my outside doesnt really match what i am inside.

im not low-ego, really. in fact i think im quite self-confident? like i really dont hate myself. i like who i am, just that i dont like what i appear to others. seriously, i bet ur first impressions on me dont tally with what i am now right? cos i have this weird, non guy face, and then i cant wake up, forget stuff, lazy to do work, etc.

ive been changing alot inside, really. im starting to learn how to love my family, enjoy school, make ppl like to talk to me, and trying to completely remove my other face, the really bad person in me. now, it only shows when im playing games, or when im treated really freakin unfairly that i cant just laugh it off or tolerate it. so yea i really like who i am inside now.

but outside, nothing has changed. still the same hairstyle, same awkward looks, cant wake up, forgetful, etc. its like i cant show my good side urghh. thats why i feel so awkward making new friends, cos they have to look past this very phail outside. its really difficult u know, finding someone who can completely ignore this outside. its inevitable for close people to not find it troublesome or irritating, even if its just a little. so hard, so hard...

k, i shall try, to make a good impression of myself, to her. hope i get noticed lolz

lol. no one posted for the whole week

except pin, cos he uses iphone. rest dont bother haha.

my goodness its always this thing again when i have to remember things from monday... cant remember much except for that netball match. i like playing, but i know i can never be good at netball. physical properties just downright suck. but still i enjoy it. not the same when aditya that kind of people play though. cant stand the competitiveness.

and i kinda regret playing sometimes cos i always end up bathing late, not doing work, and sleeping late. a proven consequence that has happened many times before...

played drums that night with chee seng and cyrus. haha it was really fun. i usually dunno what to hit, but then they taught me two new beats haha. still cant master them, but they're getting kinda boring to play now haha.

ohhhh tuesday... lou hei haha. imma failure man. wait, circumstances were against me at that moment of time...

so i had this long break from like 10 to 6:30. spent time doing random stuff, and i very seldomly go back to my room during breaks le, cos for some reason i find walking around school looking for ppl quite... pleasant? lolz.

went to music room and chenge was there. had fun playing around with the electrical piano. the weirdo sound effects. the screaming one is damn epic la lolz. and he can just make up tunes on the spot. damn awesome la he. keep using some nice random setting and i dunno what he was playing but damn, it sounded good. spent like 2+ hours there hehe.

but eventually had to go back room to do my zuowen haha. so i did it from 2:30 to around 3:30. i finished my intro paragraph. then it rained. so i lied down on my back for awhile. and then slept like a pig. woke up at 5. then suddenly it became 6. then it became 6:40. so my original tot was oh crap mad chem over they prolly finished eating. completely forgot my mentor rep duties haha.

so i went down and took food, then realised for some reason no one was eating. i dint even notice the lou hei thing was set up when i sat down on that circular table, ok. i iz fail like hell. so prolly ruth ended up doing everything :o. damn, i disgust myself...

but anyway louhei was really fun. our class quite dead though... dunno what to say that kind. yx told me that felicia commented we dint say anything, so he said 快高长大. haha pwned.

lots of candid shots. but aha, i couldnt find any on facebook. sad.

then netball at night again lor. anyway, shuen and zhengwei and jew and the standard people crashed our room haha. shuen's freakin gay ok... what with the theory that everyone's bi? lolz. and oh yea the epic question they asked jew LOL. jew took like 10 secs to say no, so everyone knew that in that 10 seconds he was like imagining the scene of him bj-ing loo LOL. loo is scared of jew now XD

shant mention the crazy things they did man. too raw le. hehe.

wednesday was dcarp. before that was awesome freakin math. im in love with mr lim man. his lessons are just pure fun. seriously. the only person in class who prolly doesnt like the lesson is rachel. can see her grumbling when she's asked to write something on the board lolz. li liangzi is like second. she's really awesome man. our class just keeps talking to her and laughing. yu fong being a troll, but li liangzi not minding at all haha.

dcarp was crazy man. they gave this kind of activity without any briefing whatsoever. completely dint know what to say, so just crapped out. i realised i got the whole point of the activity wrongly... ur supposed to just make some squarish thingy and state all the innovative function it has, rather than making a freakin clay girlfriend for nat. :o gg myself man...

but the interview thing is cool. next time when we're bored we shud try something like this haha. kind of fun. and u get to know the other person better haha.

couldnt think of any ideas during discussion le :/  shud we just not think so much and just continue with the contraption that offs switches? idk.

watched noose at night with cheeseng and jookee. wts so epic sia. the taxi driver one was really damn funny. ahhh, we shud do that every wednesday XD.

thursday was PE lor. damn it this week's one sucked. im really weak. with my weight, 20 pushups shudnt be a problem... even 5 proper ones oso shud be can. but i couldnt do any single shit man.... pull ups i also short change myself. urgh my arm strength really disgusts me...

then the running thing i also damn slow la... everyone can sprinter faster than me. i guess my legs are short? :o. i mean i can handle constant pace, but when sprinting the time, the "recuperation" period was hell ok... im used to sprinting as a last ditch effort, not like halfway in a run. it was hell man, bullshit. i want my gym back T_T

then the cluster games haha. our cluster team 2 was gg haha. eliminated first round. the 12B captain so freakin tall wth. seriously captain's ball is freakin biased... couldnt do no shit at all. so yea first game out lolz.

but team 1 was really pro. throughout the game i was supporting two teams, 8B and 12A. so yea i really freakin enjoyed the semifinals man. at first was cheering for 8B with murali. his damn motivational haha. like some soccer coach or something. and he tells them to use cheap tricks haha. no la but 8B really got magic even though none are b-ball players. chee was wow man.

but the match against 6B was freakin exciting. all CP ppl de. frankly i expected 8B to lose, cos 6B was really freakin pro. but its like those kind of movie dramatic matches where one team score one, then the other team scores one. was really freakin happy that 8B was doing so well haha. murali too. in the end won by 6-5, cos two of daohan's goals not counted. nudge everyone out of the way then short pass, very jian le...

they were disputing about it though, but well fair is fair, so 8B won.

then it was our team 1 vs china yr 6. they super aggro one sia. the whole match had this hostile atmosphere... such that the music was offed. but the yr 6 not say very good. they're strong, but not like the 6B sense. just aggresive ba...

zijian was damn funny though. once he was like calling for kevin to pass, so he was like "pass to me! pass to me!" then kevin dint, and we lost the ball, so zijian was like "fucking...". damn shocking la. everyone's mouth dropped for like half second, then started laughing. but it was a nasty match man... if u were playing.

then finals i kindof dint know who to support, so just cheered for both la hehe. was kindof friendly, much friendlier than those intense semifinals. the scissors paper stone thing was damn anticlimax, and even though yong joo lost it he still took the ball LOL. that guy damn funny haha. there was some rumor that all the girls were like being girly for the korean guys lolz.

so yea when we won we celebrated at the cluster. at first was just me and loo, drinking lemon juice (lemon party o.O), then lots of ppl suddenly came out of the rooms. hehe talked so much lolz. the bball guys are cool to talk too haha. our clusters really nice man.

back at our rooms lee was really like raping png man. at first was just the ass, but then png keep making those kind of epic harsh comments at pin or me, making lee realllly turned on. so he actually raped him from the front. so crude to watch sia wts. really freakin close to something really rong le. oh oops...

then pin and lee was doing physics prac until like 2+, and then me and lee went to sleep. not really, cos we kept chatting. we talk almost completely open to each other. the freaky thing was that jiamin was freakin eavesdropping, pretending to be asleep. f u man, f u.

and friday :DD. always the best day of the week haha. there's only like awesome math, after the freakin awkward mentoring sessions with dewey. keep hearing the girls complaining after the lesson lolz haha. they all think he is weird. me too, a bit.

math was seriously epic la haha. there were lots of chinese jokes lolz, cant remember liao. something about 有没有?,  then our whole class says 没有, and we start laughing. our whole class understands chinese and there was china guests, so it was for their benefit. we gave boonxin her ego moment la. like before her buddy entered, mr lim erased the answer of a hard question, then let her "volunteer" to do it. omg her smile was freakin epic la. abit unglam too lolz.

then rachel took out this red balloon stick, and mr lim wanted it so bad la. like if they swapped he is willing to treat her lunch lolz. and he actually wants to bring us all out to u-town starbucks cafe for math haha. i really hope it happens. will be damn epic.

after that we kind split up, but then while i was settling fingerprint issues in the boarding office, moses was like enlarging security cams of the games room and tv room. could see ram playing pool, and the tv room got someone standing in the center of the room doing i dunno what. then i realised they were mariokarting lolz.

was all 04 girls la. at first quite a lot of ppl. got felicia, sam, weiqi, rachel, yenling, seeu kun, claudia, verena. like really almost all of them la. felt awkward to join, but joined anyway XD.

they think im weird, because i keep laughing at everything that kind. and them im the only one in class who actually says anything. urgh i know right... must be my face la. this face is preventing me from getting any girlfriend lolz...

so we played monodeal. at first was like seeu kun, wei qi, felicia, me and sam yong. wah sitting in between those two is damn interesting lolz. is like loudspeakers from both sides haha. freak man i laughed so much. sam yong is really freakin funny. she does lots of random shit. seeu kun and me were like dying man.

then lee came crashing in, and a few other girls left, so atmosphere kind of died a little. not volume though. was getting stared at by sam yong la cos i keep debt collecting her. she's like "you die" kind of look, then suddenly give evil laughter. i dunno whether im lucky or not haha. its like i win this game but im screwed for life lolz :P.

then she told us that she first time in TV room, so everyone was like shocked la. her mum dont let her stay cos she's got health problems? really cant believe someone as insanely loud as her is sick... hmm dunno whether serious or not.

shit man daryl, i dunno whether its ur brainwashing but i think i really might like sam yong... urghhhh. definitely not gonna work out cos she doesnt stay in hostel, so its gonna be really hard. plus she has some untold health prob... damn man. idk to even try, cos its really gonna end up with nothing... its like fate telling me not to mess with such stuff until im older...

anyway, after that i just left the room since everyone kind of left. there was only rachel and felicia in the room, while other guys played wii so i dint feel like joining. dint have enough ppl for village though, so i gave up waiting and went to music room.

yuhan was there, so we just listen to him playing songs. fiona and lee was there too. freakin awkward la lolz. but it was really nice listening. just stared out of the window observing things. dint feel like i was wasting time. but then later he stopped playing, and lee was getting real bored, so we walked out.

met no one in canteen or class, except for 01, where there was pin and weiren, doing physics. was helping loo also, but ended up i screwed him up. lolz. how was i supposed to know the current source had resistance o.o. but damn, it seemed so correct and logical. so in the end dint really help him do anything lolz.

went for cca late, cos i was crashing the class to talk haha. so many people were in that class la, like 50. no wonder couldnt find anyone in hostel. dint realise that she released late, so i got fined 70 cents :o

this year damn weird la we ate the pizza like immediately when cca started. no briefing whatsoever. and imo, simple pizza hut is better than the sarpino pizza or other ex kinds. seriously damn good. there was one where the cheese and mushrooms were heavenly man... even got awesome chicken drum sticks and drinks from drink store. there werent any extra pizzas, cos apparently wong ate two. at first i tot two slices, but he meant two boxes -.- wts is wrong with him man...

after that went to media room to watch videos. at first we were watching good quality videos, then it became more and more random cos we showed the ones made by students haha. and yawen's picking up chicks 101 and pokemon. freakin funny. but no purpose whatsoever, except for entertainment :P. lol imagine if we showed the distorted face one. the beloved adrian doing his goldfish eye thing. thats probly too much... lolz.

before we left, lee went to write cute boy for every chee there was in the noticeboard. then this really huge chee is cute on the whiteboard, and a chee for every box in the calendar... weiren accidentally used perma marker la, so we're like oh shit gg. but guess who saved the day? cant believe it was hema saving weiren's ass lor. oh the horror... but really, since when did eraser work for perma marker ink man...

chee's gonna be real horrified on monday man. can imagine the reaction. destroy his image LOL. everyone be like laughing at him la. he's gonna hate u for life, lee.

uh freakin long post. bye.