Saturday, June 30, 2012

back in school again :D

yo. just gonna make this post cos im feeling bored, dont really feel like doing anything right now.

so anyway, first day back was ok la. i cant believe i actually enjoyed cleaning the room, but end result was amazing, cos it was so awesome to see my super super familiar room again after 1 whole month. took me 2 whole hours to get it done though. was expecting more stuff to happen, though that day everyone came back rather late and dint really do much stuff.

first day of school was ok ba. first lesson of the semester was a chem prac lolz. dint get to finish the second experiment, and rest of the day during breaks, we were trying to finish the prac up. which is actually quite alot of work for one day. english was darn sian, cos he went through one rubric for like one whole hour o.o. and chinese i was so darn sleepy lolz.

but even though monday was really sian, got to see my class after one whole month, so had quite alot of stuff to talk about. also there was youth day booth, though first day nothing much de la. went back to my room at abt 3. jm introduced me to angel beats, which is a darn beautiful anime :D. ok i think im overly addicted to the music, cos everyone seems to hate my whistling in the room now :P

went shopping at night to buy all our stuff we needed. cos jm forgot to bring alot of things (like toothbrush XD). and yea i needed to get stationery lololz. so we walked to WCP to shop. bought a hell lot of milk la (tskk so darn heavy), and also drinks, though about 80% of them are depleted by now. also got some chips. and yea i was made to carry all of that lololz. while jookee went off to play basketball at the arcade. so yea we keep saying basketball to disturb him XD.

also went to popular to get stationery. of cos i just wanted something simple la, like urban pop, but then they keep asking me to get the spiderman complete set with bag + stationery + water bottle o.o. dint have the guts to buy that la of cos. ok maybe i would if u buy it first. its a dare man :P

and yea on monday, jookee's comp was still under repairs so he was using my comp. to play maple. with jia min. my god. yea u heard that right. jia min. he's back. on maple. because mercedes is freakin overpowered lol :P. and yea loo uses my comp to play total war too. so all i did at night for monday and tuesday was use jookee's ipad lolol. to play retarded games tskkk >.<. but yea his huge playlist of jap music is awesome :D

tuesday was a hell day for my class. its quite sad for them, cos for 12 of them who take bio o, their lessons are from 8-6 with only 1 hr break, not to mention the sc's have to do duty during that 1 hr (lol). it was fine for me la. i had damn long break in between plus i dont take bio o. ee such a slacker :P. sometimes i feel like im missing out quite abit cos im not taking bio though. my class thinks i shud take bio, and maybe i can actually handle it, but ah well, since i dint "work" for it,  i dont get to go tioman this year D:

so yea during my free time i was doing random stuff at the youth day booth, and planning class seating arrangement, and maybe class outing. i think my class really wants to go out sometime soon, but haiz next monday cant cos quite a few clusters going to shangri-la. so maybe next thurs after pe just go out somewhere eat. i dunno where though lolz.

missed my lunch that day. my class got released earlier for their bio and all ate alr, while i came down just on time for chem at 12:30. then everyone was talking about the new seating arrangement i tried to make. actually more like flooding me with comments lolz. and then apparently i seemed to flush all red for some reason and ppl keep commenting why my face and arm so red. so yea la this went on and i forgot to eat my lunch D:.

boon chong screwed around with my phone while i was in class discussing bout sitting arrangements, and i only found out much later. but by right its impossible for me to send that message cos of where i was, but haiz... anyway, i stopped liking her at the mid term 2. there wasnt much reason for me to anyway. i don't talk to her much and i don't see her 95% of the time. but i dint really feel like trying to explain to all the random comments shuen and boon chong and some random ppl keep making, so yea i kept quiet lolz.

after chem hons, which was rather sian, i got so hungry i had headache D:. in fact monday and tuesday i dint feel too good, cos i keep getting headaches, and stomach discomforts. ok by now la. i think its cos i dint sleep   well enough and dint eat at the right timings :o. or maybe i have cancer and is dying. D:

anyway, wednesday was quite free for me. after math, and slacking around in my class for about half an hour, went back up to blast angel beats again, like on tuesday. alone. heh :P. im sorry i cant do it when other ppl are around. they just get irritated lololz.

after ace, which was our sexuality ed that everyone had so much comments about, cos of that really o.o video. i know jookee was excited LOL, seeing he always had so much comments in our room.

after that was talent search. first 3 performances i felt so darn sleepy though. not saying that piano isn't good, but wtheck it felt like the last two piano performances lasted 15 mins each. after that was the bands. jookee's band was really quite good cos their singing improved alot, but jookee's first note press wrong and then he gave that paiseh face lol so retarded. but really not bad la. improved quite alot already

of course they had DICE and Jedi Bass to compete with, so hard for them to win la. DICE is quite cool la, and seeing yong joo shake his head is quite funny. and Jedi Bass is darn good cos of galen's stage presence. his voice sounded a bit weird, but then the whole band together sounded darn good. and then there was iAmp which isnt very good but they're darn popular, and also 1 thru 2, which are 3 year 1's. they aren't very good, but must commend them la. at least they dared to try. at year 1 to compete with like year 5's.

i though of trying talent search next year, but seeing like haify or some of the darn good performances, i suddenly felt darn humbled. dunno how whether i want to try le. seems fun though.

anyway, it was darn cold, so even though we watched all the performances, me and jm dint stay for the results, so we just went back to sleep until dinner.

first two nights, we played soccer, but its with like huge groups of ppl, so it wasnt particularly especially fun, plus i got my ankle injured (external bruise kind). so third night i just sat around in my room and ended up sleeping after using comp for like 30 minutes only. i dont even know what to use it for this days other than watch anime and listen to songs. i mean i tried blogging but i dint know what to write at that time lolz.

at night i erm.. invited kian wee and chee seng over for a 4 player game, cos like wanted to that before jookee's birthday. though actually the set-up was rather good cos ms chua wasnt in plus we use blankets and the bed to muffle the noises.

the game was quite good la, though jookee keeps getting distracted by his laptop he just got back from repairs that day. and also by math tskkk. but yea la i was rather unlucky and lucky the same time heh. itl feels darn heartwrenching when someone knocks the door suddenly though. hmmph i dont think we shud play in my room next time lolz.

ok la thats abt all i did for the week. the days that made the week really awesome were thursday and friday, and i already posted bout them, but the other days were quite good too, making this week really fun. gonna watch germany vs italy now online, since apparently its something i really, really must watch. ok bye~~

P.S. i decided to screw myself by volunteering for sleep study. couldn't resist the temptation :P

i think i really want to try. even though it might not work out

Friday, June 29, 2012

1234 mnm's :D

gonna continue posting bout yesterday lolz. after i went down, met chee seng, jookee and zheng wei in tv room, who were playing wii for awhile. actually thursdays are the best time to slack like that after pe. anyway, we ate dinner, and then during dinner we decided to sing his birthday song darn loudly lolz. and yea he was overreacting and cowering all over the floor. as usual XD

anyway, after that we decided to play soccer. even jm the maple addict went to play lolz. it was really epic cos the perfect number of ppl were playing. like 8-9. even though me and pin had lee and junwei in our team, the other team was seriously darn good also. loo + jookee + jiamin + bradley passing damnnn good de, then chee seng was keeping. was seriously darn epic and balanced. we all tried darn hard to score but after 1 hour only had about 2 or 3 goals. though there were alot of chances to score.

and yea at first jookee missed alot, so we were like "happy birthday" to suan him lolz. but he did score a hat trick in the end. shuen and yong jen joined at abt 8, so it got kinda crowded after that, but still a really good game overall. ended at 8:30 since we played for so long already.

after that there was pizza for pantry party. ate like 2 pizzas lolz and got so freaking bloated heheh. sang some songs, then breaked for awhile before the cake. and yea jookee had to smear my face with cream lolz.

actually i wanted to watch that germany match after that, but even though i tried to sleep from around 12, i only fell asleep at abt 2, so yea they dint wake me up for that match. i think it was rather epic too, seeing they were all so energised at abt 5 am in the morning lolz. and dead at 7 am in the morning :P

today was quite ok too. haha morning assembly was quite a surprise when they were announcing the number of mnm's in that jar that was there on thursday. so when i heard the first 3 numbers i was like holy shocked. i guessed there were 1234 mnm's and actual number was 1237 so i only missed the exact number of mnm's by 3 lolol. and yea my number's kinda a troll right XD. anyway hooray i won like 200 mnm's lolz.

anyway we had mentoring first, though i used the time to talk about outing. darn sad that monday ppl got shangrila buffet. seems like our class was quite excited about outing though. but there isn't much available dates for cycling + mind cafe, so maybe we could simplify it to some short bowling outing. at least that's what dr dewey suggested.

had math first, which wasnt much actually. seeu kun spilled my mnm's though, so the numbers got halved, though about 50 were already eaten before she spilt it. of course not all by me la. after math had break until 12. today's youth day booth was quite fun, cos they had all the random games lolz. boon chong, aris, ram and kesh happened to be there too, and then we just used their stuff to make up random games lolz. spent bout 30 minutes there lolz.

like at first there was this soft bat balloon thing that we're supposed to throw hoops into (and yea its freakin hard cos of my height disadvantage). and then we converted that into some mini baseball game lololz. and they were throwing balls from epic distances to hit the board or try to go through the hoop, but keep epic missing, so half the time they ended up on the grass o.o. i think the SCs got darn tired of picking up hoops and balls lolz.

after that went to tv room to slack with my class. taught seeu kun how to play bridge lolz. after that we stoned there not knowing what to do until we decided to watch paranormal activity. sheesh it has such a normal life feel to it at first that it seems rather realistic D:. i hope i dont get nightmares, cos i usually never do anyway :o

me and yx had to rush to chinese cos we finished the movie at abt 12:06 lolz. chinese was mainly discussing about oral topics. the lesson was quite fun cos li liangzi is really nice, plus even though we were all eating and using our phone and stuff, at least everyone was paying attention to what she said. this sem's chinese gonna be much more serious though cos of the A-levels. plus oral is coming. feels kinda big, so i think i have no choice but to read a bit over this weekend. ~sigh~ 

after chinese ended i decided to buy my lunch. at 1:55. not bad XD. lolol my class was like all asking me to jiayouz. anyway, managed to cram everything down except the rice and made it in time for chem.

chem was ok la, though i forgot to bring notes. and wow i think mr koh is quite good cos i can understand his teaching quite well, though we need to keep doing the worksheets before the lessons cos he always goes through them as though we have already finished it. anyway at the end he played some video which was some song to remember the galvanic cells. so retarded lololz.


the chorus so retarded lololz. and then after like so many cycles, everyone keep saying "where?". even after lesson ended, the girls from our class keep saying "where?". so retarded XD.

cca was mostly a fining session la lololz. go around collecting money from ppl. mostly we just plan the allocation of photographers, and also some events. yay week 3 going to that new marina park thing. quite excited about it haha. though we have to do our "homework" this week lolol. which is overdue by like 3 months heheh.

ok la thats all for now. my mom's prolly gonna come soon. don't really want to go back, cos this week was kinda awesome. ok bye~~

ive learnt to stop getting disappointed. because ive never regretted it.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

happy birthday jookee :D

just got back from pe and resting now. gonna post bout today first cos it was darn long, but quite fun.

anyway, new sitting arrangement is quite good haha. got so many ppl talk to. i guess i dont need change the sitting plan liao ba, even though i havent tried the new one out yet.

first lesson was math. finally got over P and C, which is darn slow and mind-effing. now its probability and mr loo keep talking about casino and cards and toto lolz. like encouraging us to gamble :o.

and yea english was quite dumb, cos mr valles keeps going on about those rubrics and all that. how does he talk for half an hour on 5 lines o.o. everyone was so sian and doing random stuff in between, like bouncing erasers off ppl's heads or sticking stuff on their back. anyway he was doing some cloze activity where we have to think of the right words to put in the notes, which was pretty retarded, so yep sometimes we came up with retarded answers lolz. and yea cos of that stress ball he passed around, we're gonna call him mr balles from now. doesnt sound too good XD

today's youth day booth not so interesting ba only got popcorn stand and some photo booth which is actually nothing much. they're screening 3 idiots now, but my class wants to watch in tv room tmr so not gonna watch.

after lunch break was chem hons. my god it was darn hard. the MO thing she never explain properly lor. but lucky i sit next to two chem o peeps, and what i understood from them seems darn different from the way she teach... this module's definitely the hardest module this sem.

anyway, kept getting verbally abused from behind :O. who else could it be lolz. hah but they got their retribution. jm got called out to do a qn lololz. actually i also got called but i got rescued cos i seriously dint know how do :P. whatever la at least i dint get completely lost. haiz still got quiz next week lololz. we're all screwed heheh.

after that got PE. at first nothing much la just height and weight. i grew 1 cm! muahahahha so much right? ok no im still freakin short, but i dont really care ba hehe.

mr sim talked so darn long for housekeeping issues. basically all the random stuff related to PE. but the game was really fun cos got so many rules. was much more fair than any other version of captain ball we've ever played, plus this way everyone as important in the match, so not bad :D. and yea score was 1-1, cos it was really harder to score. thats good cos no team did more than 5 push-ups plus ended with draw. so yay looking forward to next week's pe.

but anyway the most important thing is later gonna have some party at the pantry for birthday boys. happy birthday jookee :D (and yea not going to write that on his fb cos he is reluctant to type 'thanks :D' to everyone. typical XD)

ok la enough liao. i still got bout 40 mins before dinner. gonna watch one more episode of Angel Beats. its a beautiful anime :D. ok bye~~

everyday i feel it growing a little by a little

Thursday, June 21, 2012

a nice holiday

this holiday is coming to an end soon. it was quite a different and nice one compared to the others. yea i know mine is really bland. ok so ya other ppl did alot of things (simc, sep, brain camp, project sugar, loud camp, their own holidays), and im quite envious... (ya i know all this cos of the numerous blogs i read lolz).

but wow, i still had quite a bit of fun this holiday too, even though i dint do much. maybe went for ARP abt 6 times this holiday, had one or two outings, learnt quite a bit of jap, watched quite a bit of anime and running man, listened to quite a bit of music, and read quite a lot of stuff, and thats abt all. but it was quite fun, most of the time. i guess cos i have been trying out so many things, and learnt so much about situations and emotions and stuff, that this holiday was kinda special.

probably the amount of anime i watched wasn't particularly much cos i spreaded everything out. but it feels much better that way. i finished only pandora hearts and kimi ni todoke but those two are すごい! and all the other things that i stumbled over by chance. really made my holiday.

i feel like i learnt alot about myself too. like what i really like to do, what interests me or makes me happy, what makes me frustrated, and what i want for the future. through all of the random things i have done over the holiday. thank goodness for this blog. it really records down everything i felt through the whole holiday.

i feel like i've changed quite abit already. like when i look back one year ago, at my posts, how different i felt then. in fact, i felt quite different from what i was in term 1 already. i kinda feel more 'correct' now, more normal. of course i havent stopped doing crazy and retarded stuff, as always. but compared to last time, i felt i have a problem with myself that makes me somewhat harder to fit in, and somewhat pretentious too.

i still have some problems with myself being unreasonable at a whim, in certain stuff. like being difficult just cos i felt like it. but yea i feel so easy now. throughout all the stuff i seen and done, i realised im a very lucky person. that i have this nice environment. that i nvr faced any big problems in my life, and that im not afraid of being hurt. so yea, i have no reason not to be happy.

so yea, its only 3-4 more days till i'll be back to school. i cant explain this feeling of optimism, but its like i can feel something really awesome is gonna happen to me soon. its not like i've changed alot or all that, cos when im with ppl im always the same, but i feel like im gonna have lots of fun stuff waiting ahead :D. that's why i cant wait to go back to school :D

i still have some unaccomplished stuff though. dint learn as much jap as i expected, though its quite a significant diff from one month ago. so yea, on a whim i decided that im gonna make a document of all the music that i like, and also all of the jap words that i need to remember, and also decided to try out something new. cos i have a few plans for this sem :P

ok la, that's all im gonna tell for now :P. its quite alot of stuff already heh. ok bye~~

it's going to begin.

picture post

this one is really gonna be short. i dint actually plan to post this haha, but then my mum uploaded the pathetic 7 photos that were in my camera lololz. and yea the outing pics fiona gonna upload them back in school, so anyway, this is really gonna be short cos im using what's up there so far to make this post.

outing day:
--zipp-- fast forward. im sry i cant find my card holder, so the pictures while we were at the playground cant upload. not like we took any pictures during pool or futsal lolz. so using weiren's photos.

meeting up at the mrt and taking bus

already the atmosphere was livening up (after the draining futsal game)

on the way to my house

where everyone was greeted by dogs. two dogs. from almost every household :P

hot plate dinner

yea it was good

jm the chef



haha i was mainly eating rather than cooking


playing mahjong upstairs :D

i think i just won that round

others playing cards

and huang playing his tetris :D

and wong gets his pic taken on the trip back



dumpling day:

lol only 7 photos got uploaded o.o. so yea.. anyway last year's pics were nicer.

my cousin's first dumpling


and surprising my aunt, who can cook very well, doesn't really know how to wrap dumplings


heh i made about 3-4 too :D


my grandma doing qc checks for the dumplings we folded

and yea thats the rack of dumplings i was talking abt

quite fun


my aunt teaching me how to tie dumplings to the stack

which i failed terribly at...

and that is all. wow so little photos anyway lolz.

heheh i think i've compiled my list of songs. its pathetically small haha. anyway, i have 6 of those that i seriously wont mind hearing many times. like u know sometimes ur ipod shuffle some music, and then u rush to cancel it cos it doesnt sound nice? yea im trying to make a playlist where i have 0 of that lolz.

and yea im gonna share one which i discovered quite recently :D
thats a girl btw :P. ok fine if u dont click on it lolz...

yea thats abt all to this post. im gonna post another anyway

dumpling day again XD

today was quite fun haha. i still remember last year where i also wrote a post about making dumplings. yea the photos were pretty nice too haha.

this year's one was rather different. i woke up to the sound of my cousin's voice lolol. basically on my mother's side i only have 3 cousins, all in the same family, and only the youngest, si ning came. but that looks abit weird to type...

but anyway, haha not really my fault that i woke up so late leh >.<. i stopped using my comp at 12+ lor (cos modem got off-ed lolol, and btw i added abit more to the post yesterday, cos modem got off-ed before i could...). and it was so darn hot yesterday i could sweat with fan speed 2 directed at me. and yesterday was pretty darn tiring too lolz. and i dreamt. so that three combined made me wake at 11:30. ok that was alot of excuses...

wow quite a pleasant surprise though my mum's parents, a few of my aunts, and my cousin and her mum was downstairs. anyway, at first i dint really do anything, cos they were still cooking ingredients. anyway, my cousin (oh yea she's 10 by the way, and very cute lol), she brought board games :D. yea my cousin's house a lot of board games de, and sometimes their whole family play de. so yea we played saboteur for awhile.

saboteur is that miner game, dunno whether u heard of it. played with cards, and like a few saboteurs, the rest miners. u lay cards along some space to reach the gold, while the saboteurs (who are unknown) will try to screw it up so that u run out of path cards before u get the gold. quite fun heh. and so good la their whole family sometimes will play together that's like 5 ppl compared to me miserably doing my own stuff lololz.

anyway, after that we went out to eat lunch, except one of my aunt's and my aunt (maid lol). went to kopitiam (again like yesterday). this time i knew what to eat :P. bought fish noodles, and yada we ate our food lolz.

halfway, my aunt (real aunt) back at home called to say that they spilled some ingredients. they dropped a bowl of dao luk (chestnuts), cos the table they put it on is foldable, and probably nvr fix properly so yea dao luk dropped. and my mum was so uptight about o.O. she was talking darn loudly in the kopitiam. aiyo relax la =.=.

anyway, we came back, realised that nothing much happened la. just half the bowl of dao luk gone only, plus we bought a bit more. anyways, before we left, there was this bowl of rice that is purple cos they experimented adding dragonfruit juice on it. but darn sad the cooked one looks rather yellow-ish and doesn't taste much different. but ok la, still got pandan rice and normal meaty kind of dumping (my favourite :D).

so anyway, we all joined in to wrap dumplings. haha i dint know my cousin's mum dint really know how to do it, cos she's quite good at cooking, and yea my cousin helped too. heh im not that good myself, but i kind of found out some techniques (ok la not really techniques zzz), that makes folding easier. cos dumpling ur first fold, and how much rice u put in really determines the shape of the dumpling. but as long as it tastes the same, then... lol :P

oh yea btw, my mum took a few photos heheh. since tmr im free, id prolly make a short picture post of yesterday, and also the outing before that.

anyway, i also tried tying the dumpling to the rack with the string. but damn its so frustrating cos i bet im doing it wrong, cos the string coils keep sliding out. or else i leave to little space to tie a ribbon. and i also started having problems with folding dumplings >.<. at first before trying to tie the dumpling to the rack, i fold like 3-4 + with no problem lor. then after that took like 20+ minutes trying to personally tie it to the rack, and it deformed a few times. tskkk. i gave up after that lololz.

anyway, they continued making dumplings after that while i just came up here and tenhou-ed for 4 (yea 4...) hours straight oh god. until 8. well i seem to have gotten out some value system and i feel like im playing quite well haha, even though i kept losing towards the end. after that, just went down to eat. some of them went back already, but my grandma and aunt were still working until abt 10 before they left. yea at least i might get to eat some dumplings for the rest of the week :D. and if they tasted horrible i prolly was the one who made it lolz.

and yea today was slightly productive other than fun, cos did eng project. yea i wrote in 300 words :D:D im proud lolz. more like cos me and claudia (so far only two of us working on it), keep discussing and talking but dint convert it to words, but when time to write, woa floww man. heh. ok la not something to be very proud about o.o.

ok i nothing to say le. my father was going to off the modem but i said i was doing work lol :P. but hey i was doing work from 10-12 or id be blogging either wayz. ok anyway, bye~~

i've been practising. i haven't told anyone about it yet, even though its no big secret. but still, maybe i'll just wait until i become better at it :D

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

quite a good time

wow today was quite fun le. feeling kinda good right now.

anyway, yea yesterday i was pretty excited for the outing, but then i retardedly, retardedly chose to sleep at 5 am in the morning :O. omg im gonna get so heavily judged for this :P...

so i woke up late and felt quite stressed heh. and alot ppl couldnt come at first (5/11 ppl), so i was really, really worried about the outing at first. anyway, my mum fetched me there at abt 11:25 while jm, lee, fiona and yeo were waiting at the MRT. aha not really a good start lolz.

then we walked over to kopitiam. for lunch we decided to share 2 big plates of char kway teow and fried hokkien noodle. after i stressed myself out when everyone ask me to decide on what to eat lol >.<. my mum went to treat everyone wow. i think it costed her like $30-$40 for everything. was kinda awkward though at first, cos everyone was silent. so yea she went home after that.

anyway from there we went to book a futsal court. turns out 1-3 slot was booked but 3-5 slot was free so i tot it was quite good AT FIRST. cos it'll be less hot, which made sense. so we had to burn time all the way to 3 lolz. went to see the fishing place cos it was so nearby plus jiamin was so interested lolz. 

anyway, watched some random guy catch 2 huge fishes within 5 mins of our arrival so PRO. and actually that fishing spot is pretty good, just that we noobs prolly couldnt catch anything even if we spent the rest of the day lolz. so yea we sat on the floor there to at first watch the guy fish, then we sat down and play a few rounds of cards. like hobos. it was actually kinda cooling there (relative to the temperature during that time lol.)

after that we walked towards downtown east and wow i led them the wrong way almost to the chalet side lolz. in the end fiona led the way to e-hub lolz. just to get the relief of the air-con. i dint actually know what we're going to do there, since i suck at planning so much. but anyway, we ended up playing pool for one-hour. which is quite fun la $2 from everyone. jun wei came in halfway, so only me and him dunneed pay, cos i was treating food while he dint play that much.

after that we were walking back to pasir ris sports complex when it started to rain D:. sian max, cos everything in the plan was failing so far. so yea it dint feel particularly shuang, since so little ppl plus it was darn humid and wet even after rain stopped. plus everyone felt kinda tired by 4+, so we just sat around and stopped kicking so actively. but yea la was still quite fun, though ppl like wong ah, even though his damn good, but he nvr move de lolz.

we left sports complex at abt 5, and met up with weiren, jen, huang, jookee and loo, though the last two really wanted to play soccer but dint get to lolz. from there onwards was quite lively liao. we took bus back home and then basically just crashed the first floor. plus my mum went to get 5 packs of chips and 6 drinks :o. ok la in the end we ate that many, but wow that must have costed alot lolz.

was quite frustrating though, cos my aunt (maid) and mum always so uptight when it comes to something trivial like this. :o. i feel like im arguing for no reason lolz. but yea they did help out ALOT, or this whole thing would fail. like my aunt cooked a lot of stuff before we had chips and my mum helped cooked the hotplate dinner so no complaints :D

anyway we started cooking at around 7. i think its the first time our gang ate hotplate, but wow it was quite good. though the fish dint taste as awesome as when my sis cooked it, and the cheese sausage abit disappointing. but the other stuff tasted quite good. liked the straw mushrooms and the shitake mushrooms especially. 

anyway jm and my mum did most of the cooking la, and a few others who helped but mainly ate more lolz (like huang and me :D). i was just there adding onions and squishing mushrooms, and getting scalded by small oil droplets lolz. we cooked quite alot of food le, but not bad everyone managed to just finish it except a few leftover beansprouts.

by then was around 8 liao. most ppl were inside watching that chnl 8 version of wipeout. so retarded lolz. jm, me, huang and yeo were mostly finishing up the food. jiamin wanted beer or some white wine, lolol, but then i went to get a half glass of red wine instead cos nothing else. heh dint expect my sis to comment that i was underaged, but as expected, after we 4 finished the first glass my mum asked us to get another glass :P

so even though the wine tasted quite weird, but wow it does help digestion. we were kinda enjoying it even though was quite strong. we shared about only one and a half glasses in total, which is perfectly healthy :D. dint went to get more cos was feeling kind of awkward heh. well i dared to write about it here so :O

anyway, after abt 30 mins of watching that retarded chnl 8 imitation of wipeout, we went up to play mahjong. me and jookee were all bitching about how chinese mahjong sucks and keep talking about richii mahjong stuff lololz. the rest were playing cards, huang was playing tetris and weiren was being bored.

after 4 rounds decided to let weiren play mahjong cos quite sad if he just came here play jubeat haha. started to watch huang play tetris lolz. then the rest kinda joined in or played their own games while the mahjong continued. 

so more ppl started gathering around and after awhile there was like one bunch of us crowding around huang going "woaah, woahhh", and even louder when huang got ko-ed once when he ko-ed his oponents like 3 times lolz. so retarded, spazzing over tetris, but yea it was quite fun :D, cos like that is better than we just split into our own groups separately play mahjong or cards haha.

was quite regrettable that dint have sleepover though (since so many ppl have stuff the next day), cos it certainly had the sleepover feeling. my house 3rd floor does have that effect. though i managed to get everyone to leave together, since no point if anyone stayed to do their own thing. so yep might as well send them off as one big bunch. was quite a good feeling haha. damn i want to go back to school again >.<

ok la nothing to say liao le. most ppl prolly crashed by now since it was rather tiring but enjoyable :D. ok bye~~

P.S. wow jookee's birthday is next thursday. couldn't be at a better timing :D. yea looking forward to hostel pantry party!

haha i feel so good today i dunno what to say here :P

Monday, June 18, 2012

excitement and frustration

yo! quite a lot of things happened since the last time i blogged, which felt quite long ago even though its just two days. did lots of random stuff online, since im such an otaku lolz.

actually, im actually having quite a fun time, but then for some reason sometimes i feel quite frustrated at random things lolz. like how my sister and mum keep barging my room and i feel very awkward when they see what im doing. or when they keep repeating what they say, especially my elder sis, who is darn interesting but can be really... haizzz. but ok la recently our family keep eating together or going out together for some reason.

i think the reason is probably cos i went to play some games >.<. i couldnt help it. even went to read some richii mahjong guide but it dint even increase my win rate plus tenhou is just so frustrating D<. also played pokemon on my ds but i got overly concerned with natures and all that. so in conclusion, i should never play games, cos i go so deep into them lolz o.O

anyway saturday night my mother's side went to punggol seafood there to eat to make up for the trip. the last time i went there was when i was like 5 or something lolol. highlight was the chilli crab and black pepper crab, which tasted quite weird lolz. and it was more spicy >.<. but nevertheless good food :D. would have been quite shuang if we went overseas though, even for just a day.

today also went out to buy food for bbq. turns out only 10 ppl will be coming, which is actually quite a lot even though so many ppl replied they cant. and i sent 3 sms to shree and 1 to prada ouch ouch $2 burned... i feel slightly reassured that tmr shud be quite fun ba, especially if ppl come bring their stuff. jiamin's bringing mahjong yay :D. asked him over msn lolz.

u know at first i was quite unsure that he'll bring haha. see this:
ok maybe i shudnt laugh it off lol cos i might be forced to clean the room for the whole year >.<

anyway, actually i shud be quite glad cos woa kimi ni todoke 8 and 9 are like super super nice. made me feel quite happy and i feel like ive learnt so much just by watching. its quite amazing how they pissed off all the fans in the first 7 episodes who were expecting more from the next season, and their comments all so blunt de lololz. but yea it all changed on 8 and 9 heheh. it pays to be patient :D

i was also quite disappointed for first 7 eps of season 2 but i knew the author was planning something haha. i really liked the themes in kimi ni todoke. but now there is without any doubt that they like each other cos they were really hurt cos things got so confusing, but they managed to clear everything up. i also liked how kent miura and kurumi reacted. i really feel like spoiling it out, but i guess it wont sound very nice unless i talk abt in person lolz. nvm then...

also tried reading pandora hearts manga since the anime was quite broken to the end. but there's something missing in the manga, which is this super gripping music and suspense and shock, but more complete ba i guess. gonna stop for now though since i already went through the story once. though i understood much more the second round.

i started on bakemonogatari and it is kinda special though rather weird but i kinda like it. and yea running man is also a good switch whenever i watch something for too long, since i dont like rushing anything in one shot. maybe 2-3 episodes at one go.

haha i wonder whether im missing out alot on stuff, cos i still havent watched alot of anime that jookee told me are damn nice but so far those i watched i loved them :o. actually i also like other things like korean drama, and also games and books. tskk so fickle. but yea i havent done anything physical for so darn long (like soccer), though i think i still retained my agility heh, since im always flying around and stuff lolz.

its getting kinda boring sitting in front of my comp for 8+ hours a day though lolol. i have my own methods to keep myself entertained but i shud continue learning japanese and trying to play piano lolz. just that for some reason i dont really want my parents to find out im trying to play piano, idk why.

ok fine thats alot of random stuff i ranted about there heh. quite excited for tmr, even though it doesnt look that attractive yet but hmm, i think it'll work out pretty well. just came back from buying a lot of random food and walao one cheese sausage $2 each WHY SO EX... but yea bought mushrooms and bean sprouts and all that. shud be quite special heheh. ok la enough ranting for now i guess. bye~~

i feel like going back to school again. to infect everyone with my liveliness hahahah XD. ok la more like i think my life is gonna become more interesting again :D. i hope i dont get disappointed lolz. 

Saturday, June 16, 2012

back already

by right im supposed to be in malaysia now. by right.

however, due to some confusion with lunar calendar and western calendar, where the sunday is on the rightmost column instead of saturday, the date was booked wrongly, cos anyway saturday was fully booked already. so yep slightly disappointed dint get to go kukup... my grandma really wanted to go too, but looks like gonna postpone, maybe during my mum's birthday on july 14 that weekend.

anyway, actually the morning was quite good ba. our entire family havent went out to eat breakfast together for quite some time already, and also going market buy food for tuesday outing. anyway, i think we'll still go out sometime later today, maybe at some seafood restaurant with my grandma side, since anyway we'd be eating seafood at kukup lolz. so maybe not so bad la, plus since im back i can still do stuff.

ok posting really early lolz. i bet half of u guys arent even awake yet :P. ok nothing much more to say. oh yea recently went to search pandora hearts videos again and i finally understand why i get so absorbed into the anime. the music is so darn creepy. yea i described it before as some sort of twisted fairy tale melody.

one of the amazing episodes that explained alot (well not really in order..)

well dont try to understand the spanish subs lolz

this one is really creepy too
well i dint really expect ppl to click this links anyway... they're just soundtracks

so even though the ending was kinda illogical and abrupt, but still i was so darn absorbed. though durarara's plot seems quite good it cant absorb me as well as this one. oh yea kimi ni todoke is also pretty good as in it makes u feel damn satisfied watching. the last episode of season 1 and first few of season 2 quite disappointing though. its like everything restarting again... well i heard manga is usually better than anime, but darn sad no soundtracks... maybe i shall borrow some of jookee's to read. in jap :O. im afraid i wont be able to understand

haha looks like im ranting about anime again. its kinda enjoyable actually :D. but i dont think im gonna start another soon other than possibly continuing fate stay night. maybe i'll stop doing random stuff once i go back hostel, like i usually do from 4-6 most afternoons... and watch more anime :O. it can get quite sian if u watch too much though... but yay i have like 80+ running man episodes to balance it up lolol.

oh yea maybe i'll play abit of piano haha. i wanna try out some songs (even though i suck at left and right hand coordination...). in fact i kinda want to try talent search next year since nothing else to do... other than SEP heh, but i dont think i have the skill or guts lolz. see how :D. ok la enough ranting for now. bye~~

1 more week back to school :D. i get the feeling something amazing is gonna happen in my life soon~~

Friday, June 15, 2012

before i leave

going to kukup tmr :D. actually i dont even know exactly where that is, but anyway, coming back on sunday night. dunno whether got time prepare for the party on tuesday or not.

anyways, i still dont really know who can go. then im gonna afk for 2 days dunno whats gonna happen. maybe they just dint reply on fb, but doesnt look like many want to come leh... then i dont know how much food to prepare and whether ppl want sleepover or not. anyway, its not limited to ex-07 group. anyone reading this u want come just ask me. like i hope kian wee can come so he can bring his ds and his mahjong set so we can play jap mahjong :DD

so yesterday, me and my mum went to national skin center. bo bian la i dunno why recently my skin so bad. anyway, my mum kept misdriving lolz. ended up going wrong direction twice. when we finally reached there, we ate some random korean food at novena square, then went for the appointment. got alot of drugs to eat sia w.w. makes me damn drowsy lolz.

on the way home my mum ended up misdriving on KPE again. and the thing was she wanted to buy a soccer jersey for me, even though i had no particular desire to get one, but since we were in the direction to queensway, we impromptu-ly decided to go there :O. so yay i got a new arsenal jersey :DDD. looks so darn good heheh. think im gonna wear it to malaysia lolz.

drank coffee and ate corn after that, then went for haircut. $18, but quite comfortable le cos got shampooing. plus the guy i think he was extra-meticulous, so wow darn worth it. went home after that.

today went out again to tampines 1 cos i woke up late lolz. see? advantages of waking up late XD. anyway, ate at some western food place on first floor. cant really remember what name actually. then walked around to buy stuff. my mum decided to buy soccer ball so that got something to do in malaysia resort other than fishing :O. waa not bad i dunno why i keep getting new stuff recently. i dint exactly request for it, but wow not bad leh :D.

going off to kukup soon. i dunno whats gonna happen to my english or my ARP :o. even though there is time, but i really shudnt be saying that. im a procrastinator w_w

ok la nothing much to say. havent been watching much videos recently cos i got readdicted to my ds and going out randomly. anyway, hopes tuesday will be good. ok bye~~

i always say i wanna try out new things, but sometimes i feel guilty that i cant be bothered to even try...

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

impromptu class outing

ok not exactly impromptu, but it was not bad. quite good actually.

went to NUS yesterday again. first half i was doing a lot of stressing out and being crazy heheh, cos my solidworks seemed to have some settings changed. but not bad le drew alot of things. drew a screw thread, made a rectangular cut on the base of an egg (super streesful part), then actually attached a battery holder with batteries below at the end of the day. so shiok when i finally managed to do that ^^

anyway, after that we left for suntec to eat at astons. not the super ex one la. anyway, it was located around the fountain of wealth. actually, from the direction we were walking, it was located before the fountain of wealth. so me, pin, boon chong and yx walked past the place, walked one round trying to find astons, then realised we walked past it -.-. yep we're too good at doing that XD

while we were walking back towards aston, someone tapped my shoulder, and i turned around and it was adrian :O. damn shocking sia he was pretending to walk along with us. ninja skill + 1 lolz. but the scary thing was, the moment we walked past aston, he followed us, all the way one loop around the fountain and back, and nobody realised. :o. its like a jaesuk-gary moment lolol.

anyway, other than adrian, there was also rong, justin, and cg. the 4 of us newcomers ordered steak lolz. i got confused when the guy asked me what hardness lolz. heh inexperienced at dining >.<.  anyway, the black pepper steak was really nice cause of the sauce and the potato. but i ate too fast without realising it. ur supposed to enjoy the food u paid $13.50 for.... haiz. it was quite torturous to watch them eating slowly, especially yx lor. anyway we took a photo afterwards


after that we decided to walk around cos no one felt like going back yet. we went up one story, and out of the mall and crossed some roundabout which was pretty hard to cross. we saw that the fountain was active again and so we walked down the stairs to see. then we realised we walked another round back to astons o.o. horizontal + vertical loop = NOT BAD :D

anyway, cg really wanted to watch some movie, and we kind of unconsciously walked to the cinema, which was so empty :o. we loitered around there discussing whether to watch, but abit weird to watch so late + pin today go off for england liao, so after quite a long time, we decided not to watch, but instead just go somewhere to sit, so we walked past the fountain (again) and to macs on the other side.

dint really do anything much other than eat ice cream and joke around, but still not bad heh. was a really expensive outing though $16.50 in total for me D:. ah nvm i needed a day like that anyway heh. really lifted my mood :D. ok i zao liao. i think im going out for lunch today cos my mum and sister are home. bye ~~

when will it finally be my turn?

Sunday, June 10, 2012

falling in love with japan

yo. dint post yesterday cos yesterday was kinda boring lolz. cos i went to NUS again, and dint really get to do anything else.

anyway, yesterday basically i have a much tougher job now cos i have to think exactly how i want to assemble our prototype and exactly how to fix the stuff in, not just come up with the assembly. and boon chong played with dimming, but there were only two modes lolz. not much physical work was accomplished but idea-wise got quite a bit of improvements.

today, i spent half the day on jap-related stuff lolz. only watched two episodes of anime heh. anyway, i was at this facebook page called Human Japanese, which is like the best app for learning jap cos its super interactive, have quizzes and games, and its really interesting cos of all the effort put to make the app feel 'human'.

that page is actually darn interesting lolz. there's the word/phrase of the day, and some questions from users, but they also put special days in japan, short stories with sound, and some cooking videos for jap food lolz.

eh btw i find the cooking videos quite cute heheh. usually i dont really watch cooking videos, but this one is quite interesting. its called cooking with dog, and the dog is the one speaking lolz. i actually like the dog's voice even though his english is not very good heheh.

anyway, i chose this one cos its kinda short, and its quite cute lolz. if u like cooking videos u might want to watch. some of the other dishes the preparation quite intuitive, like sushi, but there are interesting ones, like the onigiri, which looks darn good. and the strawberry cake one is completely homemade. i know its common, but it looks darn good, and its just darn interesting to watch :D


so yeap im falling in love with japan, influenced by all this exposure lolz. i dunno why but i feel like i'll be quite happy if i live there. there's so many things there that amazes me, and its really kind of interesting, cos their lifestyle is so different from ours. this is not some random comment. i actually really feel like staying there next time, at least for awhile.

but then its abit hard le... i might be binded to stay in singapore because of all the ppl here and im so used to here already. its quite hard to leave for a new environment, though i would like to try, cos i really, really want to go to japan lolz. probably i'll get two chances: one when i study in a Japan university for a year or two, prolly some engineering course, or two i work as some engineer and get hired into a japanese company and get some attachment there. i doubt i might migrate there, but so tempting :O. どうしよ?

anyway, next week might be slightly busy. we have to go to NUS on tuesday, prolly the last time for this hols, then wednesday, i think i kind of settled a outing + bbq, and i wish, a sleepover :D. 楽しみ!then thursday, i have some skin center appointment and saturday my mum's planning to go to some malaysian resort for father's day. wow looks kinda interesting heh. ok this post quite long le bye ~~

P.S. i found out my japanese name translated from my chinese name by converting it into traditional chinese :O. 翁伟轩 > 翁偉軒 which is read as okinaeranoki, which means venerable (i think this means holy), huge/tremendous, eaves (some edges of a roof of buildings). hmm doesnt sound very good... well, i was bored, but i was looking for some jap name so that ppl dont call me デイオン君 (de-i-o-n-kun), cos it doesnt sound good either :P

i realised that now is too early; im far from that stage, but im working on it, because there is always next time.

Friday, June 8, 2012

お帰り

k so first of all, welcome back jap ppl :D. eh show me all the photos la, i very jealous that i cant go u know >.<. i dont think i got any souvenirs though lolz.

anyway i decided to finish pandora hearts. it was quite weird that even on the last episode, there seemed to be alot of things that were still undecided. then i realised it did not end there lolz. so there might be a chance to watch season 2. yay at least it did not end hehe. though there were alot of super random extra clips.

kimi ni todoke was really good. i love how they settle the issues there. its always damn perfect and beautiful. but the most amazing thing is that the emotions there are so clear cut there, and that the characters are all kinda cute too heheh. i actually learnt quite a lot from the show lolz.

also, stumbled across an anime i watched a long time ago called rozen maiden. come to think of it, the music was rather awesome le. so is the art. actually the story is not bad too, i wonder what reviewers think of it. hmm i think im gonna create some sort of music playlist lol :P. i have never done that in my life :o, cos i nvr bothered downloading music and all that :o. maybe i shud try.

haiz tmr need go to sch again. not that i dread it, but the day burns really fast lolz. and it's a low productivity kind of thing (heheh). but its ok. its not only our group that one person plays with their phone while another is working on the project hehe. at least boon chong found a arduino program for dimming (blinking on and off very fast, with a ratio of on's to off's), which allows us to get a range of wavelengths. wow thats good lolz.

ok yep the reason i posted so late is cos i napped from 9-12 lolz. the weather is just too blasted hot... 暑いだね. yep i couldnt help using jap heheh. ok bye~~

im no longer confused now. it's actually kinda simple really. im still far from it lolz

Thursday, June 7, 2012

kimi ni todoke. concluding as beautifully as always :D

anime hype

ok fine maybe i'll post this as well.

its quite obvious that last week i was so damn high about anime, but then recently im kinda feeling abit lost. cos i feel guilty of burning though the episodes just like that.... im worried what happens when i finally hit the end of the anime. sometimes i feel at a complete lost of what to do, cos if i continue i'll just finish it and stop thinking about it :O. ooh i finally managed to describe it lololz.

i dunno if i should do a review sort of thing (as i saw in other blogs), cos it seems really fun to make just that i might end up spoilering. shudnt be too worried about that though lolz. cos i keep blogging that it is really awesome, but i dont actually say any content, so next time when i read i'll be wondering what im referring to lolz. i dunno whether thats actually a bad thing lolz, cos actually it'll be quite nice to rewatch :P

but anyway, i love pandora hearts. i like the music themes especially. it sounds something like erm... some twisted fairy tale. and then the story line is damn good. it gets messy and confusing in the middle, but at the end im like open-jawed all the way. some parts were quite heartmelting though, like u've just seen someone lost something precious to them, then lost their mind. and im at the 3rd last episode D:. i just can't bear to finish it, cos it has been filling my mind with so many things for the past few days. laughter, worry, surprise. its an amazing anime :D

kimi ni todoke も大好き!its just really sweet and awkward romance, and for some reason u just feel attached to it lolz. maybe thats what u call slice of life. the anime's plot is so simple yet that's why its so good. it makes me have all sorts of inspirations in my head lol :P. im actually darn jealous of the two main characters lolz. bahhh, anyway, sometimes it just makes me just makes me keep replaying certain scenes and just stare at the characters. ok maybe im just weird lol :P

so yep, i keep listening to the anime songs for some reason, and im actually learning the lyrics and trying to read them in kanji form, trying to see how it sounds like on a piano. ok, i'll refrain myself on going further lolz... im going nowhere. overall i just feel it really satisfying to my mind. i just like all this happy stuff i feel when i watch.

anyway, i kinda gave up on games (temporarily), cause i cant stand how 'rpg-like' (or repetitive) most games are. i mean there are some things on a game that are bound to repeat. u cant just change the controls or dynamics all the time, that'll just mind-eff the player. wait actually the real reason is i can get pissed at playing games, while i can only get at most worried when watching anime. which is kinda ironic. why play to get pissed lolol? and ppl have told me that i only swear like crazy when i play games :o. i guess i get too deep into it...

ok enough ranting for now... that was a really unorganised jumble of thoughts...

right now, simply watching others is more than good enough

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

prospects :D

aiya sry for not posting properly ah. its just that whatever i tried to type dint feel very good so i withheld two posts :o

anyway, today was quite a time-burning day. ok not really la. basically i took 1.5 hours to reach school to discuss cip with clara, ruth and simin. but by the time i reached there they all zao liao lolz. so basically i just sat there with chee seng, sidik and simin, cos chee seng and sidik were doing dcarp.

and it was already too late to see the venus transit. so i quite heartpain la end up going there go back. at least i chatted with chee seng on the way back. aha my job prospects are actually quite good, cos its really clear-cut. like i dont really have a choice anymore, do i? electrical engineering then. and then ultimate aim is to end up is some damn good company, maybe in japan :D. aha looks kinds optimistic actually :D

thinking of planning some outing at my house. it feels kinda weird to suggest my own house, but then my parents seem to like support the idea so it'll be really much simpler to do so. yea maybe i shud get used to doing this sort of thing... but im too awkward lolz. anyway, hope as many ppl as possible can come.

aha time to go watch more kimi ni todoke! too addicted liao lolz. ok bye~~

alice

damn i cant stop looking at this picture lolz. pandora hearts, why u make alice's story so tragic yet sweet. rawrrr, my heart is melting =.=

ok stupid post. i couldnt bear to write anything else ~~

Sunday, June 3, 2012

break routine

so ok i guess i kinda got slightly bored today, as in anime dint really appeal so strongly this time round. plus i think ppl are getting kinda bored reading my obsession with it lolz. im still quite into it, and japan in the whole. getting more and more interested in learning jap now. and the magic is that im starting to understand what the meaning of their lyrics. yay me :D

anyway, today went out for lunch at manhattan fish market. got baked fish and garden herb baked fish, but seriously there wasnt any much difference in the two just that garden herb was more ex lololz. after drank some tea too.

got kinda bored in the afternoon so i resorted to games (after spending like 1+ hour doing jap verb quizzes), but my phone sucks and the games suck lolz. scramble with friends is ok though i revived my addiction yesterday :P. anyway, maybe if i get bored again i shud play my ds instead lolol. so long nvr touch liao, even before i lent it to felecia.

so ill just leave some other content for the next post, but anyway tonight was different and more interesting cos i chatted with ppl who are in japan. apparently the streets and scenery are very nice there and the ppl too, but its kinda hard to converse. expected it already lolz. but yay jookee said he'll try to get me a keychain lolz. i want a sawako derp face keychain, like this one XD:

かわいいね!ok lol im just weird :P

anyway, its kinda unfair they have to learn english to converse with us and not the other way round. which is good motivation to learn jap :D. i really hope to talk alot there lolol, so that it'll be more fun. yea i find jap damn interesting to learn, maybe cos of the influence of anime, but still i dunno why but i just find it very interesting and like the way jap sounds. 面白いよ!

i kinda pushed all my other content to my next post plus i think my mum's gonna off modem very soon so bye >.<

i only have four months time. to convince u to come with me.

Friday, June 1, 2012

kimi ni todoke! why u so cuuute X)

i think im going crazy with all these anime lolz. actually gonna dedicate a post to this one. my god what have i become? :P

anyway the title, kimi ni todoke, means 'delivered to you'. i watched until episode 8 yesterday and i totally agree with this sentence from that 'guide' blog lolz :  

Everything’s just so cute and innocent you’d have to watch it to experience the bubbly feeling inside of you just ready to burst out.
 
so ok maybe the first episode doesnt seem so nice cos the girl is just too innocent to be true, but some sort of plot starts forming at the 3rd episode, and then from the 7th episode onwards all the things just made u feel like exploding from the inside. ka boom! seriously man. my god i have trouble sleeping yesterday night cos of that lolol.

but anyway, if u really end up watching it, im just saying i kinda feel bad for all the other girls who like kazehaya too, even though they aren't as innocent or whatever. not everybody can be so nice like the main girl character. sometimes ppl just desire something so much they just can't help hinting that they do. though they might feel disappointed when the other party doesnt get it, or isnt there to see for themselves. anyway, its just damn inspiring to watch this show la... cant really explain it :P

ok maybe its just me being overly obsessed with this show. maybe im like the only guy obsessed with the damn sweet falling in love stuff in that anime lolz.

anyway, i also have been watching haiyore! nyaruko till episode 6. ep 4 and 5 built up to ep 6, and ep 6 really mindblown me XD. im going to leave it ambiguously man, just in case i spoiler it, but woahh i felt like killing myself at some parts, laughing crazily and some parts, and actually felt kinda 'touched' (i dunno what word is more appropriate when u see those kind of goodbye scenes), and the cycle restarts. cos the plot is screwed up in that way. plus ep 6 is kinda perv w_w... what did i just watch lolz...

so apparently jookee rated mirai nikki as number 2 and fate zero as number 1, but i dont really feel like starting the fate/zero, i dunno why. maybe cos my current combo is like damn awesome. pandora hearts for the damn awesome and mindblowing content (and awesome music too), kimi ni todoke for making u pedo and smile like a dork in front of the screen, and haiyore! nyaruko for just blowing ur mind with retardness :D. and i keep interchanging them so that i dont get carried too far away with one anime. one must strike a balance :P

haha im so damn glad i chanced upon lots of awesome things just like that. うれしだね!たのしだよ!so basically it started off with a facebook thing, then me obsessing over some music video, then a link from there, and a google search, then finally the anime. fate is an awesome thing huh? though im slowly becoming an otaku (i think u know what that means)

now my family is actually wanting me to go out more lolz. i just got randomly msn-ed by my sister and other than the random qns about my msn pm, she said she doesnt mind sponsoring me for movie :o. i guess i really shud try getting ppl to go out with me, but i find it rather awkward... its so random if i suddenly post in facebook "who wants to go out", not to mention no one may actually bother to reply... hmph

anyway, i think im progressing with learning jap lolz. the app on my phone is actually really good. i can like learn maybe 3 new verbs a day? though i still find the godan 5 rules (how to conjugate verbs). basically its like learning what adding -ed or -ing behind a base word does to change its meaning slightly. i dunno which verbs are important though. i need ppl like jookee to tell me which verbs are essential, like 見る (miru - see) or 食べる (taberu - eat) and so on, so that i can actually speak basic jap as fast as possible. wait till his back ba...

but anyway im quite glad im actually quite motivated to learn jap lolz. i find it like one of the really wonderful languages to learn (even though its so hard...). i still got a long way to go before i can talk it freely ba...

ok i think im going crazy over this holidays lol. its gonna take alot of effort to adapt back to hostel life. not that im not looking forward to it. i kinda learnt that any situation is almost always awesome :D. the only thing i really dont wish to happen is year 5 to end. though maybe when next year comes i'll also think it'll be damn awesome again. ah im just confused here.

ok this post is really my jumbled up thoughts of confusing real life with anime lolz. ok bye~~

have you found it yet? cos i have made it easier to find...