Friday, May 18, 2012

the first goodbye

its the last day of school today, and everyone has gone home already. im alone in hostel now. its not like i feel very upset or lonely, but i feel this great sense of longing. that something amazing has just ended. past two weeks were amazing. being so much closer to ppl than i'd ever imagine i would.

so now that school ended, i feel empty inside. everything feels like its concluding. the last few outings and moments are so nice and yet feel so final. like how i finally got back the ds i lent felecia so long ago. completely forgot about it lolz.

gosh if im feeling like this now, what would it be when hostel ends? when school ends? i just dunno how id manage to accept that change.

i guess it was kinda torturous to stay in school for the 12 hour hourly report. its just me again. just like during the exam period. when would i see you guys again? in one month's time? it feels so long. i'd miss life here.

so goodbye. see you guys in one month's time.
 
i dint have the heart to tell anyone about it. something i cant get off my mind.

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