so despite having quite a few things i wanna blog about, it kinda got ruined cos of a bad day that kinda go against what i wanted to say before that happened. aha im being so cryptic.
being at home sucks. maybe ive said it before, but why dint i register for SIMC? not my fault actually. i knew i never would have thought of registering, but how was i suppose to know it was so fun. D: nevermind ba just hear ppl talk about it lor. cant do anything anyway.
anyway, its hard to say, but im a complete wreck at home. i just ruin my health and myself by staying up late, waking up late, and feeling so sick of being at home all the time. i just cant help it. i dunno why im like this at home. its like i become the complete opposite of me in hostel. its really disturbing. i feel like i dont deserve anything good cos my conduct here is so damn bad. oh god im ranting...
i feel really disturbed posting this, but urh, at least after this i shud be able to continue blogging properly liao...
its amazing how a little bit of luck and chance can make such a big change on someone's life. maybe its called fate
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