Friday, September 7, 2012

holidays ending already...

it wasn't too bad la. monday and thursday was really fun. and i fell in love with another anime :D. i also added a lot of new songs liao. can't believe its only been five days, cos i have listened to them so many times :o

anyway, shan't talk too much abt yesterday, except it was ARP presentation which although din't seem very good, after ms ng talked to us, i felt much more confident. and also at the end of the day, even though it din't go very well, i feel much more confident still. reached home at abt 7 plus. fell asleep really early, cos i was reading something really boring... so yea i feel kinda refreshed today heheh.

anyway, i read something really interesting. basically what it was trying to say was: don't let other ppl sway ur feelings about the anime u love, because everyone has different views about anime. not everyone can understand why you like it so much. also, don't try to force ur anime on other ppl. it'll just make u feel pissed or sad why other ppl can't appreciate what u like so much. let them acquire it if they want to.

^ so damnnned truee.

wasted so much correction tape today lolz. stupid drawings -.-. recently, i've become really overdetailed in doing certain things. this is all cos of someone's influence... /o\. anyway, its kind of a waste that those few things that i really spent time on don't turn out very good. as in sometimes, on certain things, i suddenly feel very (i can't use motivated, but a feeling similar to that, something like not minding how much work it takes) to just work on it.

however, these things that i do usually are not exactly pointless, but as in no matter how i work on it, it wouldn't be able to help much. i don't exactly feel upset about this, but i find it such a waste that i get so "motivated" to do these things, but not "motivated" to do things that would actually help. but gah, i shud be proud of these useless things i do anyway lolz :P.

ok la enough about this liao. bye~~

there's just always some really naive reason why i spend so much time doing these things

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