worn out

felt so sian and tired for these two days. its not like anything bad happened. in fact its going pretty ok. idk, maybe these two days have just been tough. napfa, stuff, a few more stuff... i come home so tired and worn out, even strangers acknowledge the fact that i look like i was about to crash in the mrt. but its ok now i guess. at least i'll have a breather for the rest of the week.

recently, even though there are some funny stuff that happen once in awhile, i find it harder to cope as i did before. im like a really boring person, trying my best to entertain or satisfy other people, but not really doing a good job. it feels like my presence is just sian-inducing to other ppl, including myself. idk la, maybe my mood's not so good after these two days.

k la i guess i'll relax abit for today. maybe i'll feel much better after some sleep. k that's all for now, bye.