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episode 19 was wow.

  

toradora is darn good. and that doesn't seem to be the right way to describe it either. ok i was abit skeptical of it at the front part, thinking that the plot would be rather standard, cos the front part was quite a joke actually. but the middle was amazing. full of strong emotions and happiness mixed with some bittersweetness.

  

i can't exactly describe it with entertaining too, cos its more like it makes u feel very attached to it or something. that when something happens u feel like ur at a loss for words. can't describe it. but its just so good to watch. yea i probably seem to be acting a bit too impressed here, so fine i shall stop describing...

  

i love how all the anime i watch end their episodes very well. its not like singapore drama or bleach that overused kind of suspense ending, which in bleach case usually results in some op power that came out of nowhere. 

  

the way angel beats and toradora ends their episodes is more like some important decision, event or  feeling happened, and then the ending theme song plays halfway and it links to the ed, and im like "wow that was such a good episode". maybe its why im so hooked to ed songs. and some of them the lyrics are amazing too, and i can actually understand quite a bit haha. ~proud~

  

actually that 'awesome episode feeling' comes out in most of the anime jm introduced to me, but for toradora sometimes u can feel that 'loss for words feeling' when the characters make the 'wrong' decision or something. and ya i think i like toradora better than angel beats now :o. gah i dont want to compare them, both of damn good in their own ways tskk...

  

anyway, yesterday after cca me, pin, jookee and cheeseng went to wcp to eat dinner lolz. actually i ate alr but just tagged along. homemade ice lemon tea! yea this is the third time i mentioned it here :o. and damn i finish it so fast that its never enough...

  

after that, since so many ppl were staying over the night for DSA camp, we wanted to play soccer, but unexpectedly, there was astro in the netball court lolz. after peeking into a few telescopes, we kind of resigned to not being able to play, but then for some reason the school was much brighter that night and the tennis court lights were on. the auditorium too. so we noticed that actually we can play in the futsal court :D. why dint we think of this before? ;-;

  

and by now we have played with each other so much that no matter how random our teams are there's always pretty good teamwork. though it was darker so it was much harder for keeper to save the balls, but still a really good match. actually my definition of good is more like it was fun, and everyone seems satisfied with how they were playing in the match, with opportunities and all that. which i think is what most of us play soccer for.

  

supper was bubur hitam haha. was obsessing about how nice it was even though ppl said it wasn't sweet. after two bowls the sweetness suddenly seemed to disappear and i felt i was eating rice in water lolz. hmph.

  

crashed lee's room that night since jm wasnt around. was obsessing over runescape's member world haha. i always wanted to be a member cos its seriously overwhelming to have more than 100 times of content thrown at u. but doesn't seem like i'd play it alr though. still fun to talk about it though hehe.

after that jookee called me up, and we went to cyrus room awhile slack. actually he was doing work and i was playing ipad lolz. jetpack joyride. damn im officially addicted. i could try to defend myself here... even though i dont feel like playing it until i get my hands on the ipad, then suddenly i feel like playing it lolz. ok weakest defense ever lol :o

  

slept at 2 lmao. i actually woke up rather easily at 6:01. and i actually felt pretty refreshed. amazing man. though being the first to wake gives u the temptation to sleep again lolz. went down by 6:40 to eat, then to audi to bring the students to change into camp t shirt

  

actually i shan't elaborate too much ba. bio lab was fun cos the lesson seemed rather interesting. but the DSA students probably have no idea what normal lessons are like lol. they might think our lessons are always this interesting. anyway, it was actually rather interesting walking around seeing what they do lolz. i feel like some assistant teacher with the knowledge to help them but not allowed to help haha. and there were quite alot of 'cute' mistakes or something, so we (the group ic's of red 7 and red 8) just kept staring at each other and laughing quietly lolz.

  

the bonding part was quite sigh though cos the boys their idea of fun is to disturb other ppl. at first it was like for fun kind, so we entertained them, but after awhile they just spammed disturb xin rong lolz, so haiz. and it was quite hard to control them too cos they kept doing their pranks and dont seem very interested in cooperating, and some of them is like purposely dont listen so haiz...

  

i actually wanted to share with them many things about what i like about school life here that i thought would be interesting, but then i dint get the chance too, cos it was so awkward. we cant even get the self-intro done without half of them losing interest, so haiz... yea la i was like that last time too, but it feels quite sian to see that the p6's idea of fun is to purposely disturb each other and try to insult each other and argue bout the most meaningless of things lolz. feel like explaining this to them (as in not scolding kind la), but im not really in a position to do so...

  

anyway, this is quite a long post liao. tmr gonna have lunch with jookee, jiamin, zhengwei and their jap buddies. its slightly earlier though, so im worried i wont wake up in time. so i gotta hope that i wake up as easily at 9 tmr today. and i hope nothing screws up like all the previous outings i had lololz. gah if i had my own jap buddy id spam him with all the sg food here that he'll explode :o. assuming i wont be too awkward when he actually comes here lolz. which would prolly happen :o. anyway, i need to set up my Zeo thing now. goodnight :)

  

sometimes, bittersweet feels better than just simply sweet