anyway, short update heh. i havent't been blogging awhile heheh. recently my thoughts have become too personal and embarassing >.<, to post openly, but dont worry im still blogging lol.
anyway, ive still got some things to post about, like the kukup trip last week that almost no one knows about /o\, some things that happened in sch, and lee's birthday tonight, which was really fun btw. feeling quite happy now. ok goodbye~~
its impossible for anyone to hide what they truly want. maybe cos there wasn't much reason to hide it anyway
toradora is darn good. and that doesn't seem to be the right way to describe it either. ok i was abit skeptical of it at the front part, thinking that the plot would be rather standard, cos the front part was quite a joke actually. but the middle was amazing. full of strong emotions and happiness mixed with some bittersweetness.
i can't exactly describe it with entertaining too, cos its more like it makes u feel very attached to it or something. that when something happens u feel like ur at a loss for words. can't describe it. but its just so good to watch. yea i probably seem to be acting a bit too impressed here, so fine i shall stop describing...
i love how all the anime i watch end their episodes very well. its not like singapore drama or bleach that overused kind of suspense ending, which in bleach case usually results in some op power that came out of nowhere.
the way angel beats and toradora ends their episodes is more like some important decision, event or feeling happened, and then the ending theme song plays halfway and it links to the ed, and im like "wow that was such a good episode". maybe its why im so hooked to ed songs. and some of them the lyrics are amazing too, and i can actually understand quite a bit haha. ~proud~
actually that 'awesome episode feeling' comes out in most of the anime jm introduced to me, but for toradora sometimes u can feel that 'loss for words feeling' when the characters make the 'wrong' decision or something. and ya i think i like toradora better than angel beats now :o. gah i dont want to compare them, both of damn good in their own ways tskk...
anyway, yesterday after cca me, pin, jookee and cheeseng went to wcp to eat dinner lolz. actually i ate alr but just tagged along. homemade ice lemon tea! yea this is the third time i mentioned it here :o. and damn i finish it so fast that its never enough...
after that, since so many ppl were staying over the night for DSA camp, we wanted to play soccer, but unexpectedly, there was astro in the netball court lolz. after peeking into a few telescopes, we kind of resigned to not being able to play, but then for some reason the school was much brighter that night and the tennis court lights were on. the auditorium too. so we noticed that actually we can play in the futsal court :D. why dint we think of this before? ;-;
and by now we have played with each other so much that no matter how random our teams are there's always pretty good teamwork. though it was darker so it was much harder for keeper to save the balls, but still a really good match. actually my definition of good is more like it was fun, and everyone seems satisfied with how they were playing in the match, with opportunities and all that. which i think is what most of us play soccer for.
supper was bubur hitam haha. was obsessing about how nice it was even though ppl said it wasn't sweet. after two bowls the sweetness suddenly seemed to disappear and i felt i was eating rice in water lolz. hmph.
crashed lee's room that night since jm wasnt around. was obsessing over runescape's member world haha. i always wanted to be a member cos its seriously overwhelming to have more than 100 times of content thrown at u. but doesn't seem like i'd play it alr though. still fun to talk about it though hehe.
after that jookee called me up, and we went to cyrus room awhile slack. actually he was doing work and i was playing ipad lolz. jetpack joyride. damn im officially addicted. i could try to defend myself here... even though i dont feel like playing it until i get my hands on the ipad, then suddenly i feel like playing it lolz. ok weakest defense ever lol :o
slept at 2 lmao. i actually woke up rather easily at 6:01. and i actually felt pretty refreshed. amazing man. though being the first to wake gives u the temptation to sleep again lolz. went down by 6:40 to eat, then to audi to bring the students to change into camp t shirt
actually i shan't elaborate too much ba. bio lab was fun cos the lesson seemed rather interesting. but the DSA students probably have no idea what normal lessons are like lol. they might think our lessons are always this interesting. anyway, it was actually rather interesting walking around seeing what they do lolz. i feel like some assistant teacher with the knowledge to help them but not allowed to help haha. and there were quite alot of 'cute' mistakes or something, so we (the group ic's of red 7 and red 8) just kept staring at each other and laughing quietly lolz.
the bonding part was quite sigh though cos the boys their idea of fun is to disturb other ppl. at first it was like for fun kind, so we entertained them, but after awhile they just spammed disturb xin rong lolz, so haiz. and it was quite hard to control them too cos they kept doing their pranks and dont seem very interested in cooperating, and some of them is like purposely dont listen so haiz...
i actually wanted to share with them many things about what i like about school life here that i thought would be interesting, but then i dint get the chance too, cos it was so awkward. we cant even get the self-intro done without half of them losing interest, so haiz... yea la i was like that last time too, but it feels quite sian to see that the p6's idea of fun is to purposely disturb each other and try to insult each other and argue bout the most meaningless of things lolz. feel like explaining this to them (as in not scolding kind la), but im not really in a position to do so...
anyway, this is quite a long post liao. tmr gonna have lunch with jookee, jiamin, zhengwei and their jap buddies. its slightly earlier though, so im worried i wont wake up in time. so i gotta hope that i wake up as easily at 9 tmr today. and i hope nothing screws up like all the previous outings i had lololz. gah if i had my own jap buddy id spam him with all the sg food here that he'll explode :o. assuming i wont be too awkward when he actually comes here lolz. which would prolly happen :o. anyway, i need to set up my Zeo thing now. goodnight :)
sometimes, bittersweet feels better than just simply sweet
this one is really gonna be short. i dint actually plan to post this haha, but then my mum uploaded the pathetic 7 photos that were in my camera lololz. and yea the outing pics fiona gonna upload them back in school, so anyway, this is really gonna be short cos im using what's up there so far to make this post.
outing day:
--zipp-- fast forward. im sry i cant find my card holder, so the pictures while we were at the playground cant upload. not like we took any pictures during pool or futsal lolz. so using weiren's photos.
meeting up at the mrt and taking bus
already the atmosphere was livening up (after the draining futsal game)
on the way to my house
where everyone was greeted by dogs. two dogs. from almost every household :P
hot plate dinner
yea it was good
jm the chef
haha i was mainly eating rather than cooking
playing mahjong upstairs :D
i think i just won that round
others playing cards
and huang playing his tetris :D
and wong gets his pic taken on the trip back
dumpling day:
lol only 7 photos got uploaded o.o. so yea.. anyway last year's pics were nicer.
my cousin's first dumpling
and surprising my aunt, who can cook very well, doesn't really know how to wrap dumplings
heh i made about 3-4 too :D
my grandma doing qc checks for the dumplings we folded
and yea thats the rack of dumplings i was talking abt
quite fun
my aunt teaching me how to tie dumplings to the stack
which i failed terribly at...
and that is all. wow so little photos anyway lolz.
heheh i think i've compiled my list of songs. its pathetically small haha. anyway, i have 6 of those that i seriously wont mind hearing many times. like u know sometimes ur ipod shuffle some music, and then u rush to cancel it cos it doesnt sound nice? yea im trying to make a playlist where i have 0 of that lolz.
and yea im gonna share one which i discovered quite recently :D
thats a girl btw :P. ok fine if u dont click on it lolz...
yea thats abt all to this post. im gonna post another anyway
by right im supposed to be in malaysia now. by right.
however, due to some confusion with lunar calendar and western calendar, where the sunday is on the rightmost column instead of saturday, the date was booked wrongly, cos anyway saturday was fully booked already. so yep slightly disappointed dint get to go kukup... my grandma really wanted to go too, but looks like gonna postpone, maybe during my mum's birthday on july 14 that weekend.
anyway, actually the morning was quite good ba. our entire family havent went out to eat breakfast together for quite some time already, and also going market buy food for tuesday outing. anyway, i think we'll still go out sometime later today, maybe at some seafood restaurant with my grandma side, since anyway we'd be eating seafood at kukup lolz. so maybe not so bad la, plus since im back i can still do stuff.
ok posting really early lolz. i bet half of u guys arent even awake yet :P. ok nothing much more to say. oh yea recently went to search pandora hearts videos again and i finally understand why i get so absorbed into the anime. the music is so darn creepy. yea i described it before as some sort of twisted fairy tale melody.
one of the amazing episodes that explained alot (well not really in order..)
well dont try to understand the spanish subs lolz
this one is really creepy too
well i dint really expect ppl to click this links anyway... they're just soundtracks
so even though the ending was kinda illogical and abrupt, but still i was so darn absorbed. though durarara's plot seems quite good it cant absorb me as well as this one. oh yea kimi ni todoke is also pretty good as in it makes u feel damn satisfied watching. the last episode of season 1 and first few of season 2 quite disappointing though. its like everything restarting again... well i heard manga is usually better than anime, but darn sad no soundtracks... maybe i shall borrow some of jookee's to read. in jap :O. im afraid i wont be able to understand
haha looks like im ranting about anime again. its kinda enjoyable actually :D. but i dont think im gonna start another soon other than possibly continuing fate stay night. maybe i'll stop doing random stuff once i go back hostel, like i usually do from 4-6 most afternoons... and watch more anime :O. it can get quite sian if u watch too much though... but yay i have like 80+ running man episodes to balance it up lolol.
oh yea maybe i'll play abit of piano haha. i wanna try out some songs (even though i suck at left and right hand coordination...). in fact i kinda want to try talent search next year since nothing else to do... other than SEP heh, but i dont think i have the skill or guts lolz. see how :D. ok la enough ranting for now. bye~~
1 more week back to school :D. i get the feeling something amazing is gonna happen in my life soon~~
yo. dint post yesterday cos yesterday was kinda boring lolz. cos i went to NUS again, and dint really get to do anything else.
anyway, yesterday basically i have a much tougher job now cos i have to think exactly how i want to assemble our prototype and exactly how to fix the stuff in, not just come up with the assembly. and boon chong played with dimming, but there were only two modes lolz. not much physical work was accomplished but idea-wise got quite a bit of improvements.
today, i spent half the day on jap-related stuff lolz. only watched two episodes of anime heh. anyway, i was at this facebook page called Human Japanese, which is like the best app for learning jap cos its super interactive, have quizzes and games, and its really interesting cos of all the effort put to make the app feel 'human'.
that page is actually darn interesting lolz. there's the word/phrase of the day, and some questions from users, but they also put special days in japan, short stories with sound, and some cooking videos for jap food lolz.
eh btw i find the cooking videos quite cute heheh. usually i dont really watch cooking videos, but this one is quite interesting. its called cooking with dog, and the dog is the one speaking lolz. i actually like the dog's voice even though his english is not very good heheh.
anyway, i chose this one cos its kinda short, and its quite cute lolz. if u like cooking videos u might want to watch. some of the other dishes the preparation quite intuitive, like sushi, but there are interesting ones, like the onigiri, which looks darn good. and the strawberry cake one is completely homemade. i know its common, but it looks darn good, and its just darn interesting to watch :D
so yeap im falling in love with japan, influenced by all this exposure lolz. i dunno why but i feel like i'll be quite happy if i live there. there's so many things there that amazes me, and its really kind of interesting, cos their lifestyle is so different from ours. this is not some random comment. i actually really feel like staying there next time, at least for awhile.
but then its abit hard le... i might be binded to stay in singapore because of all the ppl here and im so used to here already. its quite hard to leave for a new environment, though i would like to try, cos i really, really want to go to japan lolz. probably i'll get two chances: one when i study in a Japan university for a year or two, prolly some engineering course, or two i work as some engineer and get hired into a japanese company and get some attachment there. i doubt i might migrate there, but so tempting :O. どうしよ？
anyway, next week might be slightly busy. we have to go to NUS on tuesday, prolly the last time for this hols, then wednesday, i think i kind of settled a outing + bbq, and i wish, a sleepover :D. 楽しみ！then thursday, i have some skin center appointment and saturday my mum's planning to go to some malaysian resort for father's day. wow looks kinda interesting heh. ok this post quite long le bye ~~
P.S. i found out my japanese name translated from my chinese name by converting it into traditional chinese :O. 翁伟轩 > 翁偉軒 which is read as okinaeranoki, which means venerable (i think this means holy), huge/tremendous, eaves (some edges of a roof of buildings). hmm doesnt sound very good... well, i was bored, but i was looking for some jap name so that ppl dont call me デイオン君 (de-i-o-n-kun), cos it doesnt sound good either :P
i realised that now is too early; im far from that stage, but im working on it, because there is always next time.
went to science center today for tan kah kee thing. just view who won. i... overslept again. took mrt direct to jurong east instead of going to school and taking coach over. i called pin when i reached science center and next moment the coach stopped in front of me. good timing :P
anyway, at least this time the posters are much more interesting to read than SSEF posters. actually i cant really say that cos SSEF i cant even comprehend anything lolz. but anyway, got some really cool ideas, though they only got merit or encouragement, and some really weird ones, but actually won silver. no golds this year though...
after about 1 hour everyone kinda left and decided to go for macs. next to that place was some sultans of science thing lol. its some islamic science exhibition. we actually approach the guy and ask whether we could go in lolz. but cannot. so we just laughed lolz. i think that guy thinks we're interested just cos of the name, which we are actually heheh.
ate at macs (again). mcspicy (again). i think i love torturing myself with spicyness, but why is it like the only thing in macs that i think tastes good? no salad to buy though, or i would. and there was no shaker fries this time D:. but okay la we talked random crap over the table with ze lolz. he thinks we are all insane now heheh.
after that me, boonchong and pin went back to school cos boon chong left his stuff there and we might as well work on project. it was locked at first so we crashed the sc's room. lol the room is quite shiok le, even though its really messy heheh.
actually helped to move some stuff for them. how can they leave the huge bear on the floor :o. was expecting more photos though. but still i would want to be an sc heheh. if my conduct wasnt so bad. maybe i can be like the room caretaker or something :o. yea im crazy.
we got the whole design engineering lab to ourselves :D. it sucks that only yr 1 and 2 can use it la no fair. i mean they dont exactly do high level physics there, but still, its fun. we played around with solidworks. got damn frustrated at it lolz, cos the tutorial absolutely sucks. no guide one le. like click to add feature, and then they dint tell us how the rotate about centerline works.
but boon chong the pro managed to revolve a line by trying out, and from there, we slowly tried out how to make our 3D image of that msn icon thingy, which is what our buddy looks like. keep getting some glitch cannot rotate when we drew out our real icon though. took us like damn long to realise the center line cannot be touched more than twice, so when we got it, we were really jumping for joy lolz. took us like 2 hours to draw something like that :o. but hey its progress lolol.
maybe im rather high today, so our conversations were pretty interesting and retarded. anyway, tmr need go back to see some demo of another 3D sketching software as well as meet the professors again. lol i missed the last two i need to catch up heh.
ok so i watch pandora hearts until ep 7 and its damn GOOD. the plot is really interesting and unexpected, though i watched abit too many whacko animes to ever be fazed lolz. and yep i love the ending song of pandora hearts. here it is (if u'd bother to click lolz :D). time to learn how to read the lyrics and what it means lolz.
anyways, i think i suddenly got inspiration to learn jap again, cos i saw this girl holding a jap vocab list. ok thats a really stupid reason but i cant believe i dint think of just getting words and printing lolz. im gonna master it next year man. watch me :P. k bye nothing to say ler~~
i wish i could get someone who would want to go with me next year...
recently i keep listening to spyair songs. kind of stumbled upon them accidentally. i dunno why i like their songs so much. maybe is that guy's voice. makes me feel really energetic.
but lol their videos are like siao one lolz. not only this video le. makes me feel like a punk listening to this o.o
anyway, gave pin a free life (LOL epic typo. shud be ride XD) home just now. was so dead that i slept like a freakin log. i think i was even dreaming lolz. then when i woke up i was at home alr, and i was like where's pin. /o\
yesterday was kinda sian. im starting to dread chem cos the questions keep bringing up things we learn from previous chapter, and getting increasingly difficult. urghh. eng was so tiring. gd thing no chi. so went with lee play pool awhile. then went back up and slack off until pe time.
pe was really tiring. ive had experience with wheelbarrows ok. its like one of the exercises i hate the most... firstly it makes all the blood flow in ur head. secondly after awhile ur body starts arching cos it gets tired from keeping ur body straight, and ur hands, abs and legs get super tired. then by the time u reach opposite side, ur fren is so tired he just drops u on the ground. its not easy being the wheelbarrow carrier too u know...
the rest was standard. could barely do 1 pull-up cos my center felt so tired that i couldnt raise my arm very long. tskk. but actually pull-up can just go over to zhengwei room whenever i pass by, then just do 1 or 2 pullups, which i recently just barely achieved. lol training center haha. but im light, so being able to do 2 pull-ups aint that amazing...
and pull-ups is so much less disciplined then the crazy training jiamin has to do for zhengwei. everyday. its freakin hard man, what 3*20 push-ups or 3*45s plank.
night time just played handball. actually its quite fun la. i just wasnt enthu that day, cos i think im biased to handball. just dont like the way ppl score, cos it seems so urgh... dunno how describe. its like watching ppl play cp that kind of feeling la, like competitive violence or something like that.
when aditya joined i almost quit. but actually wasnt that bad, after more ppl came to balance the game. i just dont like imbalanced games. and i dont like joining imbalanced teams too for some reason. rather joined with the standard ppl and try to win from there haha.
after went back. supposed to do chinese, but i somehow digressed. i wasnt even playing games la. just dunno why kept changing subject. maybe cos i dint know what to do with the chinese thing. like i cant simplify and then i end up using all their words, then i feel that the whole piece of thing i did was like screwed, and just put off and looks at other stuff. like that guy who like to troll steven lim. freakin funny, me jookee and chee seng watched.
so yea la had to finish it today. still felt so screwy, but no choice have to just send something over. haiz... i suck at projects. feel kinda slacker, not doing proper job...
at least math, mr lim kindof promised a starbucks outing for math lolz. i really wish he is not just saying it for fun. i think he means it, but im afraid it wont happen. better succeed man, i want go class outing again. i mean look, during orientation period everyone was kinda happy in this class. also the fish and co outing. now its so hard trying to talk so light-heartedly like last time. so many bust and smartass ppl. sian la. i keep going back to this topic of my seat urgh. not going to bitch about it again...
krystin is sick. she did this really super formal letter to teachers. sounds so professional la. like teacher send one. she's sc right. probably media club president next time lol so proactive
urgh internet got cut off. it saturday now lol.
realised how learning katakana can be quite useful. went to eastpoint again today lolz. had the usual coffee and some snacks. went around shopping awhile, and i was busy looking at stuff with jap words lol. all katakana cos they were derived from eng. so fun reciting them and then i go like "oh cool. its amino collagen". yea im bored.
urgh i dont really have anything to say except rants, which i put off and saved somewhere. just wanted to show the spyair video. really addictive haha. kk bye.
wow this song is the best song ive heard so far. so much emotion man. spent like 2+ hours singing it, pretending i was singing with someone lolz. haiz too bad my voice doesnt sound good and i cant play guitar :/
anyway, if u cant deduce the lyrics, which is quite easy actually, most of the time it is : "who do you think you are? running round leaving scars. collecting ur jar of hearts. and tearing love apart. you're gonna catch a cold. from the eyes inside ur soul. so dont come back for me. dont come back at all."
but anyway, today nth much happened. just posing cos i wont be posting in another 5 days. so basically i woke up late and got scolded again /o\.
yea me and my mum keep the strict but close relationship haha.
but anyway it was around 11:30 when i finally woke up haha. yea damn i agree im freaking hard to wake up... and i kind of vaguely remember shouting "urghhhh" quite loudly cos i was freakin confused. lolz.
ate dau huey (is it like that o.O). the beancurd thing. for breakfast haha. now that ive watched the Dr Oz. show thing, i NVR miss breakfast. basically he had this 7 things u shudnt do cos its super bad for health, and skipping breakfast is one of them. and if u do all 7 u live 10 years longer. wow man.
anyway, my mum left to meet her hwa chong friends. probably reliving her past man. her gang all cant forget her cos they keep teasing her last time. haha i can imagine. sigh will we still meet in the future?
then my sister's friends came. 3 of them only la. they were very nice. maybe all girl gangs are like these? lolz. dint really talk to them. just came down again just as they were about to go, so they wanted me to help take picture for them. i dint polaroid camera looks so cool haha. the quality really not bad le. i wonder how much one costs. but damn they were all so photogenic man. wish i dint look so derp all the time :o
anyway if ur bored u can try stalking urself on fb haha. not being ego here, but u see all the outings u forgot man. its seriously awesome la. we all went out like hell lots of time alr, just that we forgot only. just freakin awesome to just browse what we did in the past, being so happy haha.
kk my mum's back, i need go eat medicine before she discovers i havent done so yet. bye :)
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wait no that was my dad along with 3 people coming to look at my house. wa the old guy abit douchey sia. keep critisizing our house. urghhh. i know the master bedroom isnt much bigger than the other rooms, and the ceiling has water pores due to rain seeping through the balcony floor, but urgh i love my home man. lolz. ok la they're laughing now.
cant wait to get back to hostel haha. need to finish chinese compo now. i still not sure what to write. haha ok bye...
