the performance was quite ok, though the guess the teacher they din't make it more interesting like the other years. and they din't show the films of the teacher doing funny stuff that yawen video-ed. i dunno why though, it was really funny.
ended up lazing in the room lolz. it was the last day of term, so had to pack a lot of stuff >.<. darn heavy man. pin left early to meet his pri sch friends, so me and jm just went out to macs to eat. with a lot of hongsters there lololz. ok la not really that bad la. and in the end i din't go back to my sch, cos it would be really troublesome to bring so much weight there, only to get kicked out by the security guard if i went there.
i really wanted to go though, but it was really inconvenient. haiz but if i like that, i don't even know whether i would visit next year. i want to see my primary sch again though. hopefully next year got a much better time to visit, unlike this year last day of term.
today i could have gone expo with jookee for some fair, but i din't have money left, and actually, i still don't know enough yet to actually have much to do there. so fine la im staying at home. probably following my mum somewhere later.
i realised its actually very boring for my parents in the weekend. unlike us, they don't really have something to spent their whole free day on. they don't watch anime or play games like us, plus they're probably not interested in that anyway. so no wonder they keep wanting to jio me go out, but sometimes i don't feel like it lolz. plus going out too much is kind of expensive for them, so they also don't do it often, except maybe just go drink coffee or visit grandparents.
so in conclusion, they are really bored, plus they can't really go out all the time. and i don't really feel like trying to introduce them to anything cos they probably aren't interested. and then sometimes i become all douchey when i have too much free time, but then actually i realised they're just bored, plus there ain't really much wrong for them to just keep entering my room to see what im doing. so i shud at least try not to dismiss anything they suggest to do. anyway i have a whole holiday to do what im doing right now anyway.
anyway, term 3 just ended. it was just 70 days actually, but woa the change was drastic. much closer to alot of people now, plus i finally feel so much better. i think i changed to be completely honest with myself, stop pretending to do other things, accept the fact i lost interest in something. so this term was a really awesome and long one. felt so different from my life before.
i feel kinda sad that hostel life is kind of ending soon. i really hope to still be able to meet up with all of them after school next year. cos every year i become more outgoing, interact with friends much more, but next year it'll probably decrease cos there won't be hostel anymore.
usually i don't like term breaks, because i find there's still enough time for me to do my stuff in school, plus i get to see friends everyday, and new things happen everyday instead of me just repeating what i do for the whole break. but i feel kinda relieved for having this break anyway. i got quite alot of jap stuff to do to do these holidays i realised. downloaded a lot of music and anime. finally able to do this stuff myself now haha.
plus one week gives me quite a bit of time to work out my stuff. i realised i have been thinking alot about stuff this term. one week shud give me abit of relief. that doesn't mean i don't want to go back to school though. but at least i think this break i won't feel as sian as all the other breaks i had last time. so this is fine too :)
ok la nothing much left to say le. bye~~
one week to sort out all i have been thinking and feeling. then i hope when i come back, everything becomes much better again :D
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