year 6

this is going to be a random post lol.

so yea, we're all year 6s now (can't believe i am). i thought that year 6 was the big year. where alot of things happened. im not sure what our seniors did, but they always seemed like they were having fun. and then there were lots of photos of the seniors doing things together.

but when it was our turn to be year 6, it feels so empty, like there's nothing to do. to the extent where ppl are really just waiting to go off at one. something feels pretty wrong about that. its like we're missing the kick to our last year of high school.

so i was wondering whether it was really like this for our seniors. it probably was. remembered hearing some of them say there were days where they din't even need to go to school. so did they feel this bored too?

maybe i have an inflated view of our seniors. but i felt that the batch before us were a bunch of admirable ppl. i know the gap between our levels is only one year. just one year. but it seems like such a vast difference. they seem so much more closer, like they truly knew each other for six years already. so yea, im somewhat envious of them. i wish our level was like that too.

maybe it just takes some time for us to feel the urgency to do something lol. maybe one month down the road, things will start getting really fun. and actually so many ppl are trying hard to do something, be it acads, personal projects, preparing for NS, etc. maybe its just me slacking around too much la >.<

and actually there's one bunch of ppl that seems like they are going to have an awesome time this year haha. its really fun doing things with them. not going to say who they are though. it could be u im talking about here hehe.

ok la no more random things to say liao. and no more chuunibyou to watch already >.<. ok bye~~

the happiness of envy