going back to primary school

yesterday felt like a pretty long day.

went for uni talk at 10. actually it was kind of an excuse to skip mr valles' lesson lolz. after the talk i realised that maybe i shud really apply for overseas university after all. with like the correct scholarship, it probably won't be that much more than singapore uni.

actually the reason why i might want to go there is cos its like a once in a lifetime experience to live in london or those other big cities. i din't really consider about future prospects, but if u go to a school like that, its probably like settled for u since ppl most probably would want to hire u. but what really attracts me is that the experience is probably so darn amazing that its seriously not worth to miss it.

anyway, at night we were talking about our childhood, and how its almost the same in every primary school. spinning erasers, pen fights, playing soccer with ping pong balls. and then how retarded our conversations used to be, and how we used to be like "or hor, u said stupid" /o\. and all the misbehaviours that we used to do :P. it was quite epic remembering  all the retarded stuff we used to do as primary school students .

i really should go back this year. i kinda hated how i was like in the past, so i din't exactly have good memories back then. and thus i haven't gone back for 4 years. but suddenly this year i want to go back. things probably have changed so much by now. maybe some of the teachers left already, and the students probably do different things now. and probably some of the others have stopped returning. but still i really should go.

compared to others, im actually probably not that insanely naughty , but i was pretty hated by the teachers cos my work attitude was bad. and i think its how i spoke. not vulgar, not arrogant, but probably just really irritating. so i was ostracised by a lot of ppl, and yea it felt pretty shitty. din't really start making friends until secondary school.

but it wasn't all exactly bad memories either. i still can remember some of the fun things i used to do. the places where i used to play soccer, eat, play games secretly in the comp lab, the actually pretty interesting practicals in the labs, the fa-zhan area XP, the canteen, and then the area outside school where i used to hang out to play duel masters lolz. i really want to see it again haha. so yea i dunno how it'll turn out this friday, but i think its gonna be interesting :D.

ok nothing to say liao. bye~~

im just not good at letting others know how i feel