a nice holiday

this holiday is coming to an end soon. it was quite a different and nice one compared to the others. yea i know mine is really bland. ok so ya other ppl did alot of things (simc, sep, brain camp, project sugar, loud camp, their own holidays), and im quite envious... (ya i know all this cos of the numerous blogs i read lolz).

but wow, i still had quite a bit of fun this holiday too, even though i dint do much. maybe went for ARP abt 6 times this holiday, had one or two outings, learnt quite a bit of jap, watched quite a bit of anime and running man, listened to quite a bit of music, and read quite a lot of stuff, and thats abt all. but it was quite fun, most of the time. i guess cos i have been trying out so many things, and learnt so much about situations and emotions and stuff, that this holiday was kinda special.

probably the amount of anime i watched wasn't particularly much cos i spreaded everything out. but it feels much better that way. i finished only pandora hearts and kimi ni todoke but those two are すごい! and all the other things that i stumbled over by chance. really made my holiday.

i feel like i learnt alot about myself too. like what i really like to do, what interests me or makes me happy, what makes me frustrated, and what i want for the future. through all of the random things i have done over the holiday. thank goodness for this blog. it really records down everything i felt through the whole holiday.

i feel like i've changed quite abit already. like when i look back one year ago, at my posts, how different i felt then. in fact, i felt quite different from what i was in term 1 already. i kinda feel more 'correct' now, more normal. of course i havent stopped doing crazy and retarded stuff, as always. but compared to last time, i felt i have a problem with myself that makes me somewhat harder to fit in, and somewhat pretentious too.

i still have some problems with myself being unreasonable at a whim, in certain stuff. like being difficult just cos i felt like it. but yea i feel so easy now. throughout all the stuff i seen and done, i realised im a very lucky person. that i have this nice environment. that i nvr faced any big problems in my life, and that im not afraid of being hurt. so yea, i have no reason not to be happy.

so yea, its only 3-4 more days till i'll be back to school. i cant explain this feeling of optimism, but its like i can feel something really awesome is gonna happen to me soon. its not like i've changed alot or all that, cos when im with ppl im always the same, but i feel like im gonna have lots of fun stuff waiting ahead :D. that's why i cant wait to go back to school :D

i still have some unaccomplished stuff though. dint learn as much jap as i expected, though its quite a significant diff from one month ago. so yea, on a whim i decided that im gonna make a document of all the music that i like, and also all of the jap words that i need to remember, and also decided to try out something new. cos i have a few plans for this sem :P

ok la, that's all im gonna tell for now :P. its quite alot of stuff already heh. ok bye~~

it's going to begin.