anime hype

ok fine maybe i'll post this as well.

its quite obvious that last week i was so damn high about anime, but then recently im kinda feeling abit lost. cos i feel guilty of burning though the episodes just like that.... im worried what happens when i finally hit the end of the anime. sometimes i feel at a complete lost of what to do, cos if i continue i'll just finish it and stop thinking about it :O. ooh i finally managed to describe it lololz.

i dunno if i should do a review sort of thing (as i saw in other blogs), cos it seems really fun to make just that i might end up spoilering. shudnt be too worried about that though lolz. cos i keep blogging that it is really awesome, but i dont actually say any content, so next time when i read i'll be wondering what im referring to lolz. i dunno whether thats actually a bad thing lolz, cos actually it'll be quite nice to rewatch :P

but anyway, i love pandora hearts. i like the music themes especially. it sounds something like erm... some twisted fairy tale. and then the story line is damn good. it gets messy and confusing in the middle, but at the end im like open-jawed all the way. some parts were quite heartmelting though, like u've just seen someone lost something precious to them, then lost their mind. and im at the 3rd last episode D:. i just can't bear to finish it, cos it has been filling my mind with so many things for the past few days. laughter, worry, surprise. its an amazing anime :D

kimi ni todoke も大好き！its just really sweet and awkward romance, and for some reason u just feel attached to it lolz. maybe thats what u call slice of life. the anime's plot is so simple yet that's why its so good. it makes me have all sorts of inspirations in my head lol :P. im actually darn jealous of the two main characters lolz. bahhh, anyway, sometimes it just makes me just makes me keep replaying certain scenes and just stare at the characters. ok maybe im just weird lol :P

so yep, i keep listening to the anime songs for some reason, and im actually learning the lyrics and trying to read them in kanji form, trying to see how it sounds like on a piano. ok, i'll refrain myself on going further lolz... im going nowhere. overall i just feel it really satisfying to my mind. i just like all this happy stuff i feel when i watch.

anyway, i kinda gave up on games (temporarily), cause i cant stand how 'rpg-like' (or repetitive) most games are. i mean there are some things on a game that are bound to repeat. u cant just change the controls or dynamics all the time, that'll just mind-eff the player. wait actually the real reason is i can get pissed at playing games, while i can only get at most worried when watching anime. which is kinda ironic. why play to get pissed lolol? and ppl have told me that i only swear like crazy when i play games :o. i guess i get too deep into it...

ok enough ranting for now... that was a really unorganised jumble of thoughts...

right now, simply watching others is more than good enough