longing to be disturbed

yea i realise my posts are getting more and more sian and boring. cos i havent been doing anything much recently. this is called blogging without purpose. i used to want to share stuff but now i dunno what to talk about these days...

wait wrong, i keep feeling like saying some things bout work, but its just wrong that i think this way, so i better not. cos everyone'll prolly disagree.

i just dont think like normal ppl, finding stuff to converse about. when im with ppl i keep saying the bare essentials that i just feel frustrated at myself for clamming about. no seriously i dont think i would mind talking bout anything, maybe except hema egoing about himself again. just start a convo with me? it really lifts my spirits.

anyways, kinda digged up something from the past. i suddenly recalled some things i used to do in tao nan primary. as much as i hated it there, i realise i still have quite alot of remnants of memories there. and back then i didnt know how to be a proper person, so of course i hated it. but then there were actually quite a few memorable things i did there. i shud give it a chance and visit it for once (late i know) for teacher's day. prolly would be quite a meaningful experience going back again...

and some stuff i use to do while i was younger. too late trying to find them now... my house has changed quite abit in the past 5-6 years, and i cant find the stuff i used to do anymore... which is why blogging is so important. at least give it something to remember by...

gonna upload the few incomplete set of photos of certain events due to my camera having low battery lolz. and with that i could rewrite a few more posts again. anyway, katakana, complete :D.

P.S. need to do one page reflection for missing roll call 3 times /o\. actually now that my mum told me what to say, it seems kind of fun explaining why i keep being late. lolz weirdo-ness :o

i keep getting this vibe that u want to make me unhappy, such that now you're happy i feel kind of annoyed. but i realise i must not do so, cos sometimes u make me happy too.