im not a flirt

so jealous of those in sep. justin and yenling all said damn fun. actually its a smart move to choose australia cos they all prolly have big houses and lots of pets and all that. my gosh why dint i sign up. stupid move man...

anyway i know i posted like hell today. too much? actually ppl prolly dont read everything if i jus keep spamming... or maybe im just mistaken

anyway, tuesday was quite ok. physics was kinda sleepy. ica and test not bad, but combined mark still less worth than ppl who got full for test. anyway during break, yenling introduced our class to "draw something" la, which everyone is super hooked on to right now. even played with them during their bio lol. no la one turn only, prolly cos they had 5 min break. i assume they're not as distracted as me lolz.

quite bored during that break actually. maybe i shud have taken bio. i mean i dont really have anyone to talk to or anything. i just go to my room and get addicted to skyrim. i have to force myself to come down sometimes, but turns out no one is there most of the time...

well at least there was thta time. when i came down khairul was talking to girls from my class. he was quizzing rachel and ruth about relationships lolz. hmm felt kinda weird to join. i mean im interested, but the group was like 90% girls.

im not a flirt ok. maybe everyone's just joking, and im overreacting, but i wanna clear my name, just in case, lolz. its quite funny how i wanted to clear my name before ppl actually called me a flirt lol. maybe i kinda predicted it was gonna happen...

but finally when i find a group of friends who dont troll me or enjoy bullying me, they have to be girls. i keep asking myself, "why do they all have to be girls?" or sometimes "why did i have to be a guy?". why does it seem so easy to make friends when ur a girl, i dont understand. just that i feel really awkward when i talk to them. is this called flirting? im just there listening and laughing, and joking. there's nothing wrong with that right...
but anyway, yea i know its abit weird, but i cant really explain myself here cos it'll seem to obvious and i have lots of stalkers. just something to do with her. she'll prolly not read this anyway.

so anyway's, wednesday was swapped with thurs. dam man im starting to dread languages cos i hate their hw. there was chem, which was quite hard as usual. cant believe i gave those classes such a high rating at the start of the year. eng prolly is around 2/5 by now lolz.

pe was quite tough too lolz. i mean it wasnt harder than the normal group i think, but i kept dying and lying down or falling. it looks quite dramatic too, but my head was throbbing... when i try to stand up, just super uncomfortable la. lolz and im quite a terrible runner and sprinter. i dunno how i managed to end up in the station group for nsfgts... but i think we have a easier time? so no complaints

haiz why did i bother blogging bout tue and wed they were quite crappy actually. ok need to finish cluster outing one de. --bye--

P.S. am i too kpo when i keep trying to ask ppl what they're doing in Perth? lolz

im such an extra sometimes... lolz